Was it real?
14 years ago
General
...I met a woman online...
...We chatted nearly everyday...
...I told her I loved her...
...and now shes dead...
...Was it real? I don't know anymore...
...Part of me thinks it was all some sick joke...
...I don't know how to feel anymore...
...We chatted nearly everyday...
...I told her I loved her...
...and now shes dead...
...Was it real? I don't know anymore...
...Part of me thinks it was all some sick joke...
...I don't know how to feel anymore...
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I just don't know anymore.
Science can explain what love is and state that it's not really real. That it can be imitated. Yet they have never been able to explain why when that love is lost, one feels so hollow.
To have that which you care for placed in front of you, then as you truly begin to enjoy it, it is taken away. Like some sick joke that the old gods used to play. Just to see how the mortal reacts.
Will you grow, or will you wither. All an experiment to see how each person changes after a big moment in their life.
The Gods, they can be kind and giving, Yet they can also be cruel and ruthless. Changing at the moment of a whim without notice or warning.
Some vow revenge, other pick up the pieces and try and rebuild, and there are those who sit and watch the shattered remains lay there, not knowing what do do. Wondering if life is even worth it.
Like the old saying, "Tis better to have Loved and lost, Then to have never loved at all." Such a simple Phrase. Yet most fail to understand the meaning until they experience it.
Translation: "It's better to experience to Love. Cause once it's gone, You know how to cherish it if you find it again." That is my understanding of the saying. But for others, it could be different.
I am unsure if any of my words help, I have never been any good at giving words of comfort. So I say what I feel. After all, we are all only human.
Hehe, Human, such a simple word. So many people see it just as the name of a race. But the meaning is so much more. To be human is to feel compassion, Love, Kindness, Sorrow, Jealousy, Anger, Wrath, and all the emotions that come with it. To be sentient is to be human. So even Furries are Human, Unless they give in fully to their feral instincts. Then they are no more then Beasts.
Just remember. Even gods and can cry, and gods can bleed.