My life seems to be moving fast, its crazy that i only have one more year left of college...
when reading my journal entries of the past i see myself constantly looking for this "happiness" though in july i think i finally found what i was craving for so long. Without even really noticing it I started to have a brighter look on life, i wasn't as depressed and didnt think of terrible things. more and more "i miss them" entries have been added it seems...i dont really even remember writing half of them, mainly due to the fact that i write when im nealy half asleep.

ive been asking my friends as of late, "would you drop everything and follow your dreams, and follow those you loved"
It will get to a point with me that im sure ill just say fuck it, and realize most my worries are unneeded material possessions.

I would trade it all to be happy like i was that month. i want that again, it was so nice

i have a long and meaningful chapter of my life coming up ahead for me, some work i need to do, some closure i need to come too

i dont regret anything, im done doing stuff like that, things happen for a reason, they always have and always will. where i am now is for the most part of my own doing, there isnt a part i would really want to change or "redo" everything that has happened to me made me into who i am now,

im on my 200th personal journal tonight, i hope to keep it up, and maybe one day someone could read it and maybe learn a thing or two...maybe, who knows

<3 be happy, and always smile