Sometime life can give us something great, but everything has a price to pay.

Reason why i not on DA or FA for a while is because right now at my place everything is chaos, because my grandpa died....

I dunno why he just did, i wanted to ask him so many things. It happened on Sunday at 2am. i heard from parents that my grandma was shouting his name while we were all asleep. Then may parents woke up and saw that he isn't responding. I heard my father was shouting his name, and nearly crying when i was coming to.

Then as i saw what happened when i finnaly was wide awake, my mother called 911 and with help any way i can, i moved the cars on our driveway out so that the ambulance have room. My grandpa finaly threw up and we've heard some normal breathing, but he's still unconscious. Finally when the paramedic came, they said his blood sugar level was high, after all, we all new he was a diabetic. So they took him to the hospital...

Later on a Sunday evening while i was watching over my younger brothers, my parents came back. I was approaching them to ask hows grandpa until my dad finally said that my grandpa is no longer with us.....this was the first time that i saw my dad cried all out...because that was his dad that disappeared from us on that day. It was due to his his heart just gave out causing a stroke while at the hospital...

Reason way there's so many DAMN things going on is that my grandpa was the colonel in the Vietnam War, the highest ranking ever for our hmong community and history.

Now that he's gone, my grandmother cried nearly every day because she would imagine that he would still just be here at home drinking his coffee and enjoying the morning....but not there's no one there. She's like a lonely fragile little girl. So my brothers and i will have to give her extra love and care...i really do feel sorry for her...

So i'm sorry everyone for not being on for the lack of internet connection and a holiday pic due to unpaid bills and the death of my grandpa. But i'll at least submit a picture that i was able to finish before the incident. right now i don't want to do anything art related and i know i do still have a request to do and comission to pay, but please, just be more patient until things calm down for me.

So Grandpa, wherever you are now, i hope you find peace.

Colonel Lee Lor
Age 67
Died on Sunday late afternoon...

I hope you had a happy Christmas....more happy than mine...i really miss grandpa...