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Depression at my door steps, knocking to get inside
14 years ago
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I dont get along with folks, furrys or equal weirdos as myself.
I'm a happy person most of the time
But things feel hopeless now again.
Every decision feels wrong.
I can't rest. I wanna get on folks better sides but it's unwanted.
I hate and despises happy people.
Looking on them makes my skin peel.
They think they are so wonderful and accept you as a friend and tries to comfort you in a lame way.
They dont care, they dont even know why they do this gesture.
I'm so sick of the eyes.
The eyes of the judging. The judging look.
I want to be bad...Being good and nice have just taken me to a dull and unpleasant place.
But my spine refuses to help me hurt people.
Folks always tell me "this" and "that".
I dont care, not anymore.
I know I'm a douche.
I also know that.
Get tired of people telling me.
Fucking tired...sick
I always have good intentions in mind.
You are happy and stupid, easy and retard, hope you die
I dont get along with folks, furrys or equal weirdos as myself.
I'm a happy person most of the time
But things feel hopeless now again.
Every decision feels wrong.
I can't rest. I wanna get on folks better sides but it's unwanted.
I hate and despises happy people.
Looking on them makes my skin peel.
They think they are so wonderful and accept you as a friend and tries to comfort you in a lame way.
They dont care, they dont even know why they do this gesture.
I'm so sick of the eyes.
The eyes of the judging. The judging look.
I want to be bad...Being good and nice have just taken me to a dull and unpleasant place.
But my spine refuses to help me hurt people.
Folks always tell me "this" and "that".
I dont care, not anymore.
I know I'm a douche.
I also know that.
Get tired of people telling me.
Fucking tired...sick
I always have good intentions in mind.
You are happy and stupid, easy and retard, hope you die
Well gee I wonder why no one likes you.
down inside you're consumed with jealousy, then there's really no way anyone can
say or do anything [shy of a professional possibly] to help you.
I also love how you react so much more positively to these actions and people you
claim to hate. Is it acceptance you crave, or merely the attention?
I have given up on it I think.
There's no need strive for something I can't get.
Thank you for your reply
I know how you feel baby. The people around here try to be so comforting and and understanding and it just comes off as them judging and hating me.
You can hurt me Sweetheart...i'll gladly take the pain you inflict on me if it takes it out of your heart. Only a few more months and then i will be with you.
Are we the misunderstood ones?
Are we the good guys that always comes last?
Are we the ones that always hear "I only care for you as a friend and nothing more"?
Are we too good for this world honey?
Love you so very much and you are not a man that deserves punishment.
My hate and frustrations must be translated into their opposites.
Anyway... I wish you were here baby, you could make a cut on me.
I would be gentle.
I feel the same way. Sometimes this world seems so rotten and filled with hate and greed. We are the ones that are able to rise above our petty difference and embrace even our own faults and bad points...that understanding of ourselves is what makes us misunderstood.
I love you too my darling lion king. I want to be with you badly...my heart aches for you..