I feel like I'm going crazy

Let me elaborate on that



I have lost my will do draw and create.
I can't seem to smile any more
I wake up, every day to the same thing, an empty house, nothing to do, no one to call.
I can't seem to get a job
I am constantly breaking out into tears

I miss Nikki.

It's as simple as that.
I feel as if any day now I'm going to snap and just lose my shit.

This isnt me being dramatic, this isn't me trying to get attention.
This is me asking for help because I am scared and I feel like I am going back to that dark place that I promised myself I was done with 3 years ago.

I'm a mess