Happy-funky NIU Year!! & DD's Xmas feelin'....
18 years ago
General
"Dd's got the FUNK..he's got the FUNK yeahh!..."
Hey there guys!
I wasn't able to wish ya all a merry xmas, in fact I had a really odd Xmas this year. Despite the fact dat my dad was around in xmas dinner (somethin' dat actually makes me mad 'cause I've been havin' a lot of problems with him all this years) I could spend it with my bf
jengo for the very first time. Dinner was awful dat night, my dad was a complete ass with his inappropiate comments & his constant shit talk. He hates my bf (and he doesn't even know that he's bf :S) & he says terrible things about him -.- dat hurts me so... I tend to ignore him. Oh well, there I was, having nothin' to do but listen to his constant swearing; it was frustrating 'cause I wasn't able to express my love to Jengo properly (all the excitement of our first Xmas together, u know?) so we had 2 behave well. I was terribly sad, & angry to my father...I just wanted him to leave the place & let us be. The worst happened when he sat on the couch next to my mom & tried to "conquer" her once again (they got divorced this year) but he definitely lost her, he doesn't give up... I couldn't stand the situation & ran to my room & cried in silence. My bf noticed somethin' was going wrong with me, he talked seriously to me. He gave me the guts to express my self, so I went to the living room with anger and told him to leave. He left my granny's place without even sayin' goodbye to me... after that, I just couldn't hold it anymore & I started to cry hopelessly...my bf hugged me & mom too...I cried like a puppy but everything was ok.. my luv was there to hold me...he promised to me we were goin' to have a great time 2gether..so I stopped cryin' & felt better.....
2007 was a tough year 4 me...there were good times too! but bad stuff made me suffer a lot. I was mugged twice, I had a bitter experience with a fu#%&@! guy from a hotel dat didnt' allow my bf to go to the room we payed for hours before (on St. Valentine's Day) so we had to hire another room..homophobe stuff makes me feel so bad. My parents got divorced & my family is a complete disaster...my younger brother actually doesn't know what to do with his life: smokes, drinks, left high school, sex (incest.....) doesn't care 'bout gettin' a better job or continue his studies...
Altough there were bad times through the year, I could spend more time with my bf, & bein' a teacher at art school while I keep on studyin'makes me feel brand new 'cause I can share what I know with all the students. I also been participatin' in Illustration contests in order to get a chance to become a great mexican Illustrator ^^
Thanks so much to everybody for yer support & comments!! (dat I kindly appreciate, I read 'em all :D) I'm sorry I can't write back & thank to each of you :/ unfortunately I don't have enough time to do it, but anytime I receive a comment related to my artwork or a nice message sayin' 'hi!' or any good wish, I smile & feel good inside...my funky heart beats gladly.
My best wishes for all, I promise I won't be dat quiet hehe & I'll do my best for all. Luv & Peace on furry earth
DADDY WUVZ YA!!!
I wasn't able to wish ya all a merry xmas, in fact I had a really odd Xmas this year. Despite the fact dat my dad was around in xmas dinner (somethin' dat actually makes me mad 'cause I've been havin' a lot of problems with him all this years) I could spend it with my bf
jengo for the very first time. Dinner was awful dat night, my dad was a complete ass with his inappropiate comments & his constant shit talk. He hates my bf (and he doesn't even know that he's bf :S) & he says terrible things about him -.- dat hurts me so... I tend to ignore him. Oh well, there I was, having nothin' to do but listen to his constant swearing; it was frustrating 'cause I wasn't able to express my love to Jengo properly (all the excitement of our first Xmas together, u know?) so we had 2 behave well. I was terribly sad, & angry to my father...I just wanted him to leave the place & let us be. The worst happened when he sat on the couch next to my mom & tried to "conquer" her once again (they got divorced this year) but he definitely lost her, he doesn't give up... I couldn't stand the situation & ran to my room & cried in silence. My bf noticed somethin' was going wrong with me, he talked seriously to me. He gave me the guts to express my self, so I went to the living room with anger and told him to leave. He left my granny's place without even sayin' goodbye to me... after that, I just couldn't hold it anymore & I started to cry hopelessly...my bf hugged me & mom too...I cried like a puppy but everything was ok.. my luv was there to hold me...he promised to me we were goin' to have a great time 2gether..so I stopped cryin' & felt better.....2007 was a tough year 4 me...there were good times too! but bad stuff made me suffer a lot. I was mugged twice, I had a bitter experience with a fu#%&@! guy from a hotel dat didnt' allow my bf to go to the room we payed for hours before (on St. Valentine's Day) so we had to hire another room..homophobe stuff makes me feel so bad. My parents got divorced & my family is a complete disaster...my younger brother actually doesn't know what to do with his life: smokes, drinks, left high school, sex (incest.....) doesn't care 'bout gettin' a better job or continue his studies...
Altough there were bad times through the year, I could spend more time with my bf, & bein' a teacher at art school while I keep on studyin'makes me feel brand new 'cause I can share what I know with all the students. I also been participatin' in Illustration contests in order to get a chance to become a great mexican Illustrator ^^
Thanks so much to everybody for yer support & comments!! (dat I kindly appreciate, I read 'em all :D) I'm sorry I can't write back & thank to each of you :/ unfortunately I don't have enough time to do it, but anytime I receive a comment related to my artwork or a nice message sayin' 'hi!' or any good wish, I smile & feel good inside...my funky heart beats gladly.
My best wishes for all, I promise I won't be dat quiet hehe & I'll do my best for all. Luv & Peace on furry earth
DADDY WUVZ YA!!!
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Bienvenido al año 2008, espero ver nuevos dibujos tuyos :3
things will be better
>HUGS< HAPPY NEW YEAR