Note: My writing style is whack to say the least. You can close this window any time you want :P.

Ok, it has been officially 2008 for 24min and 32 sec (as of me completing this sentence.) I know some people are like meh, so what? I'll tell you whats up, its 2 freakin thousand 8. 2007 is gone and its not coming back! Now thats not a bad thing, but I have some *clears throat* emotional baggage to say the least. So now its my time to say what crap has been going around in my life. You can say that im stupid or whatever but even if nobody reads this im fine with it. It helps me to clear my mind if i just blurt it out. Thats why a lot of people don't like me i guess. But oh well here it goes. Feel free to comment on anything you like, it helps me think too.

First perhaps my worst memory of 2007 (this may have been 2006 but close enough). Plagiarism. (my god i can't actually writing about this, my English teacher would either give me extra credit or tell me to stop, either way it doesn't matter.) About early this year, I was caught copying parts of information off spark notes. Naturally I was caught and got a zero on the assignment. So i had screwed my English grade for at least the semester. If not the year. But i was already doing bad in that so I didn't really care. What really annoyed me was why I did it. I had a really bad addiction to World of Warcraft, i know it was completely sad. When I quit I had a lvl 70 NE priest with so insane armor it scared even me. (Man it feels good to talk about this.) Trust me im going somewhere with this.

The second worst, was when i lost my car "Walter" it was a 2004 volvo s40 that my parents bought for me a couple of months before i got my license. I fell in love with this car, not like the kind of puppy love or something like that but real emotional attachment to this car. I waxed it eight times in the two weeks which I had before i could drive it. Then on the fourth day of driving the car, I was caught doing "burnouts" in the school parking lot by "a concerned parent," Either way, I could give you countless excuses but its in the past now. Im not looking for sympathy either.

Ok now to explain why im kind of going psychotic on all of you. Its because in week or so that I've actually said to myself that I'm gonna be a furry have been some of the best. I think it started after xmas, when i stumbled upon this site. I had been kind of interested by this whole furry idea for the past month, but not until I joined this site did i really think that it was gonna be anything other than one of things you try out. All of the bad things that happened pushed me kind of to be a furry, and now it seems like these past weeks have been the best of the year.

Now here comes the slobby sappy part: The day after I joined this site i had an urge to draw something. So i started drawing my fursona Sam. And then after I posted enough pics of my cars and my sketch I started talking to a bunch of other people. And for one of the very rare times in my life I actually felt a connection. I mean I've had a couple of friends like that, and I can only say that I have one freind like that right now. Most of my friends are just jerks to me and only talk nicely to me when I can help them with homework.

So i just wanted to say thanks, thanks that I became a furry and thanks to everyone that has talked to me on IM. Its been hella good. School is starting, enjoy the new year.
--Sam