I'm sick of being shit on...I'm sick of being asked stupid questions...I had a good early life, until age 10, when EVERYTHING fucking fell apart. My great grandmother dies. My sister-in-law goes insane, and I am subject to nasty spirits that no one thinks are real. Later on, i'm thrown into therapy, my brother gets cancer, my nephew is visited by his long dead grandfather that he never met, and then I lose my nephews to a psycho bitch, and I'm taken from the only place I was cared for...
If you think it's bad to start with nothing, try starting with everything and watching it all go away. Broken bonds, trust turned to dust. Love seemed to be just a lie. Here I am now...lucky to communicate with anyone...I'm slowly re-building something I once had and trying to escape those who abandoned compassion for personal gain. I have 2 years left to put up with. And as for you Bluu...I warned you that you wouldn't understand it, and when I had to leave, you decided to leave as well...Yes, I admit, I overreacted, but even still, you push me when I'm upset. I forgive you, and I will talk to you when you feel ready to. But if you are gone for good, I love you...I really do. I just want people to understand me...I'm not here to hurt anyone...I'm here for what I lost...And with a bigger goal in mind...to keep everyone I meet in my heart, and care for them. Yes, I do have mates. 2 of them. I'm sure they will post here...I can't remember how to post them up on here...
I want everyone to be happy. The word "Love" means so much to me...and I won't let anyone stand in the way of true love.