Missing Classes
14 years ago
General
Just sitting here, thinking over past college classes I've taken. Suddenly remembered one semester a while ago that was awful. Half way through I forgot about this one class I was taking and missed class for about eight weeks straight and by the time I remembered it (horrible sinking feeling in my gut) my schedule had changed so I was unable to get to class even if I wanted to.
Wow that really doesn't sound like me to be so forgetful.
No like, it REALLY doesn't sound like ME.
Did I dream this?
Holy SHICK that was just a dream I had last year that didn't really happen.
. . . Fuck you, brain and memories.
Wow that really doesn't sound like me to be so forgetful.
No like, it REALLY doesn't sound like ME.
Did I dream this?
Holy SHICK that was just a dream I had last year that didn't really happen.
. . . Fuck you, brain and memories.
FA+

gotta hate it when a dream confuses you
I've been told these actually are very common dreams. About mistakes, failures, gaffes, that draw on the stresses we've had in education. Failure anxiety unresolved by our simply getting past it. So it lingers and needs to re-surface in nightmare on occasion. Eventually it does wash out of the system.
I think it basically means you didn't get drunk enough celebrating your success afterward, so the synapses that were created holding this performance anxiety didn't get properly killed afterward.
You should try watching Breaking Bad.
The season with John Lithgow is perhaps the greatest I've ever seen.