Shiekra and I have broke up. It was a mutual thing...He needs to get his life in order and says he can't take care of me if he can't take care of himself. He's probably moving to PA...He's gonna try and come back to me on a promise, but I guess I have no choice but to take it one day at a time.

We still talk, still friends, still close as we can be, and we are still trying to plan a vacation with my friend and father.

I just wish it didn't take this extreme amount of effort for him to make a change in his life...I have hope, but idk how much hope I will have. Been hanging by a thread ever since the engagement was called off, but I can't be left hanging for two years awaiting a home and marriage on an empty left hand.

I pray all goes well