Edit: So I just had to help a drunk as fuck mum to bed, including basically undressing her and dragging her up the stairs/off the floor. Has me pretty drained, so I wasn't able to finish my one commission or any free art tonight like I planned. Sorry =/

Okay so I too seem to have fallen prey to art block, though I can certainly see why.

On the 1st I attended the funeral of my uncle; the healthiest, kindest man I know and he was suffering from a heart disease nobody knew about- and according to his doctor, it shouldn't have killed him considering all the precautions and health routines he was on. I guess it's just shocked me to the core, considering... well... its proven no matter how healthy you are- you can still die young.

Then there's the fact that I haven't been able to get accommodation for University (halls were full due to me being a late applicant, and thanks to the shitty credit ratings of friends and lack of funds despite a loan I can't afford accommodation on my own, and can't get a house). So that's stressing me out, an hour long commute every day I have a lecture x.x

Then my birthday. I turn 19 on the 6th of October and all my friends are moving away for their own universities. The outcome? Unless I speedily make friends at Uni I'm looking at a total of one friend being able to do something with me on my birthday =/ Then again my 18th was somewhat of a failure too so may as well keep up the tradition.

All in all I'm feeling a bit... eh =/