okay... mentally and emotionally, im not really in a good place........ i am trying to figure out what is wrong exactly........ like.... emotions and thaughts, maybe predict which wrong turn that will be made next......

anyway...... yeah.....
see, music is something that is really close to my heart..... theres always music that just matches how i feel..... not always the words or the meaning, but sometimes it is just the sound..... sometimes it is words though....
anyway..... i want your thaughts..... the songs that I am feeling more than others are:
-carry me down, by demon hunter
-snuff, by slipknot
-ex lovers lover, by voltaire
-when your evil, by voltaire
-dead memories, by slipknot
-sweet insanity, by dog fashion disco
-darkest days, by dog fashion disco

..... i think that may be it for now.......
they arnt in any real order..... but.... what do you guys think these songs have in common with my mental/emotional state?
....im trying to figure out the meaning in here..... what does it mean.......

anyway... thank you for your time guys.... i know im not in the best condition mentally or emotionally...... and... i really appreciate all the people that are trying to help me threw it
thank you all, so much, really