i felt something was wrong when she came back 5 minutes ago and needed something from the house for work.... her god father died a few days ago. she just found out. my poor poor queen. i want to just hold her. i dont want her to suffer... she seems semi-ok but i hope it doesnt do what her aunt's passing did to her.

i dont know how he died. i didnt even know him.. but i know he is in a better place.. it is the living that get left behind that pay the price. she misses him i can see that. she is trying to be strong.. she doesnt need to be with me but i guess that will come with time, wen she accepts it.

RIP
may wings of angels deliver him to his rightful place, no matter where that is in all of theology.