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I might be going offline for a while...
14 years ago
"MORELS taste good in omelettes..."
.. not long, though- I hope. I'm still having a lot of mood-swings, and they were pretty bad this last two weeks with the whole rash of suicides, Suicide Prevention Week, vent art and so on. Sorry for being a downer, guys.
On the plus side, I've been able to get dribs and drabs of work done, so while progress is glacier, there's still progress.
The doc is suggesting my GP increase me dosage (yay, pills. Fun), and she's got my mate keeping an eye on me, made me promise to call her if I find myself "in the hole" again... Yeah, she thinks it's that bad. I don't want to agree with her, dammit. This is just one of my "normal" downs, I get 'em whenever I'm near my period, there's crap happening to people I care about, and it's triggering it, OK? That's what I keep telling myself, anyway. Derp.
My old buddy,
horsieboy is very, very ill. The cancer is back, and it's beating the fuck out of him. He was hurt last year and when he went in to the hospital because of pain and a dry cough, the docs found his old enemy was back for another engagement. I might be heading up to Winnipeg to see him and his mate, 
atomicat The prognosis is still iffy, but we're rooting for him. He was the first person I ever felt anything close to love for- we were even engaged for a while. Our lives took very different paths, but we stayed friends...
Yeah, I know I'm talking about him as if he's already gone, but it's so touch and go, this kind of thing, and he's fought it once before and won, so I have some hope he can do it again (though it's supposedly worse, this time).
Try not to worry, guys- I will be back. Just taking a breather to concentrate on getting better, work on some art, maybe get some sewing in, and maybe visiting a friend who might be dying.
Gee, that sounds so cheerful... Argh. When does it fucking STOP?
On the plus side, I've been able to get dribs and drabs of work done, so while progress is glacier, there's still progress.
The doc is suggesting my GP increase me dosage (yay, pills. Fun), and she's got my mate keeping an eye on me, made me promise to call her if I find myself "in the hole" again... Yeah, she thinks it's that bad. I don't want to agree with her, dammit. This is just one of my "normal" downs, I get 'em whenever I'm near my period, there's crap happening to people I care about, and it's triggering it, OK? That's what I keep telling myself, anyway. Derp.
My old buddy,
horsieboy is very, very ill. The cancer is back, and it's beating the fuck out of him. He was hurt last year and when he went in to the hospital because of pain and a dry cough, the docs found his old enemy was back for another engagement. I might be heading up to Winnipeg to see him and his mate, 
atomicat The prognosis is still iffy, but we're rooting for him. He was the first person I ever felt anything close to love for- we were even engaged for a while. Our lives took very different paths, but we stayed friends...Yeah, I know I'm talking about him as if he's already gone, but it's so touch and go, this kind of thing, and he's fought it once before and won, so I have some hope he can do it again (though it's supposedly worse, this time).
Try not to worry, guys- I will be back. Just taking a breather to concentrate on getting better, work on some art, maybe get some sewing in, and maybe visiting a friend who might be dying.
Gee, that sounds so cheerful... Argh. When does it fucking STOP?
There's a book "the cure for all cancers" It's a tough regimine, but it has worked for others.
I wish you all the best. *hug*
V.
*Huggles*
Im sorry hon. Hoping that this is just, as you say, one of those regularly scheduled downs related to the hormonal cycle of your month. :/
*hugs you more, nuzzling*
If you must vanish for a while, then soft wind to your wings... come back when you're ready. And don't forget I have an email box, still... it hasn't quite healed over. *small smile and nuzzle*