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The "real" me.
18 years ago
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I have to be very honest, this has to be one of the hardest journals I'll ever make, but the closer FC comes the more I realize how important it may be. I still remember what one first that first took me in said. He said that he expected me to be a tall thin person with long hair, that's what he gathered togeather by hearing my voice. No one ever says it, but I can feel the disillusion from them when they actually meet me. Janis is what I *want* to be, not (at least physically) I am. So as you can guess I feel like something utterly different trapped in a human body.
If you want the illusion, then I suggest stop reading right now.
The "Real" Janis
Height: roughtly 5 foot 3 inches
Weight: 180 lbs. (and going down)
Race : White
Hair: D. Blonde
Eyes: Green
Sexual preference : Bisexual
Sex: Male
Yeah, that's what I am... I didn't ask for any of it But that's what I have to work with. I don't expect anyone to accept me as what I desire any more, and if you do then you'll be one of the few people in this world I respect. I try to explain I'm an odd type of transexual, one that doesn't use makeup or dresses, more like I just admit there is a feminine side to me that is very strong. I don't advertise it or try to emphsise it, in fact you first impression you may not even see it.
So I may loose a few drooling fans, but I would rather loose them now then some awkward moment at Further Confusion.
If you want the illusion, then I suggest stop reading right now.
The "Real" Janis
Height: roughtly 5 foot 3 inches
Weight: 180 lbs. (and going down)
Race : White
Hair: D. Blonde
Eyes: Green
Sexual preference : Bisexual
Sex: Male
Yeah, that's what I am... I didn't ask for any of it But that's what I have to work with. I don't expect anyone to accept me as what I desire any more, and if you do then you'll be one of the few people in this world I respect. I try to explain I'm an odd type of transexual, one that doesn't use makeup or dresses, more like I just admit there is a feminine side to me that is very strong. I don't advertise it or try to emphsise it, in fact you first impression you may not even see it.
So I may loose a few drooling fans, but I would rather loose them now then some awkward moment at Further Confusion.
Jokes aside. *giggle* You already know what I think. You're slightly smaller in size than me, but that isn't going to stop me from hugging you :D
Also your idea of transexual is interesting, simply admitting that you have a strong feminine side as opposed to the dressing up or surgery as if they've got something to prove. You have my further respect for that. :3 I do envy your honesty and openess about yourself, I myself like many aren't quite comfortable with themselves yet but with opportunity comes chance, get there eventually :3
I'm five eight and a hundred and forty pounds. and still slipping down.
I don't even know where I'm losing it from at this point.
Anyway, just try to enjoy FC. All should be fine.