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I'm pretty Tense these past few weeks... xP
14 years ago
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... I'm not sure why and I dont think it's Jetlag, but I'm pretty sure there is an explanation for this. Last week I felt like I was 2 years in the past, where everything seemed fine and I didnt have to worry about anything. But thinking of my driving lessons, and my New school (next lesson is 24th of September), makes my whole body tense like a statue. I dont think I will be able to relax for awhile, but I need to because this tension has made my heart and soul weak... and I worry too much now, because I'm afraid I'm going to lose my bff's trust and they will soon break my promise.
You might say "No, I will never try and harm you..." I know I should trust you guys, but my insecurities have arisen since I've lost my female bff when she promised me that she wouldn't abandon me after what happened with my cheater ex, but then she removed me from facebook and never contacted me ever since. It's hard to be secure, since all I want is someone who maintains their promise to me and sticks with it, not somebody who takes advantage of my kindness.
Now I'm pretty tense also because I have been single irl for 3 long years tops, but even if I'm officially together with
regidor, we still see eachother online and we hope to meet soon... I havent cuddled for more then 1 minute with anyone in these years and I miss such affection.
The only comfort I ever had is my online friends, they might be virtual, but atleast theryre less rude then my irl friends. Well I'm getting tired, I better hit the Hey and I hope
is ok.
I also miss talking to my bff's
xxryexx, 
zackx1, 
yangwatanabe and 
jonshi.
Goodnight...
You might say "No, I will never try and harm you..." I know I should trust you guys, but my insecurities have arisen since I've lost my female bff when she promised me that she wouldn't abandon me after what happened with my cheater ex, but then she removed me from facebook and never contacted me ever since. It's hard to be secure, since all I want is someone who maintains their promise to me and sticks with it, not somebody who takes advantage of my kindness.
Now I'm pretty tense also because I have been single irl for 3 long years tops, but even if I'm officially together with
regidor, we still see eachother online and we hope to meet soon... I havent cuddled for more then 1 minute with anyone in these years and I miss such affection.The only comfort I ever had is my online friends, they might be virtual, but atleast theryre less rude then my irl friends. Well I'm getting tired, I better hit the Hey and I hope
is ok.I also miss talking to my bff's
xxryexx, 
zackx1, 
yangwatanabe and 
jonshi.Goodnight...
FutureP
~futurep
Sorry.
Michel-89angelus
~michel-89angelus
OP
Don't apologize, I been tense even before I met you... It's kinda natural since irl I'm a very sensitive and shy person >_<
Regidor
~regidor
pokes your nose and smiles
Michel-89angelus
~michel-89angelus
OP
x3
