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Oh, right.. this old thing...
14 years ago
So uh, I should probably draw more.
Well, that's not entirely true. I've been drawing plenty, but it's all personal art of an adult nature and I really don't care to share that kind of thing with strangers. Call me a prude.
This journal prolly won't last as I feel the last one is sorta handy on my main profile, just a little update.
I've been sort of emotional the last few months. Had a split with my partner and started seeing another lovely gent :} Not gonna go into that. Dun wanna ramble.
I haven't been online much... well not on my laptop. I've been out a lot but I have a new Samsung Galaxy s2 (shiny) and have been using that to communicate. Pimped it out with PONIES.
Suppose one thing worth mentioning is development of my characters. Muchi is still very much ME me. Muchi is my face to furries... but Muchi is not my adult side. She never will be. Muchi is a G-rated character... but Bonnie has become my outlet for more mature thoughts and feelings. She's becoming like a secondary fursona, which is a little odd. Like my personality is caught between the tea-drinking, scarf-wearing, owl-scowling public face of Muchi but in more private, intimate and adult moments I'm more like Bonnie. Basically this means nothing to you xD As far as you're all concerned, I am Muchi only. It's just an interesting development for me personally.
Tax return came back and it all went on boring responsible things. The only 'fun' items were new toys for Luen. He seemed pleased though: http://yfrog.com/z/megclcj
Anyway, hope you've all been well and thank you very much to all the new watchers and for all the new faves. I've been pretty dead but it's lovely to see people still drop by even when I'm away :}
Toodles for now. Remember, I'm sorta permanently attached to twitter (@MuchiHoots) thanks to the new smart-phone, so I'm easier to contact there xD
Well, that's not entirely true. I've been drawing plenty, but it's all personal art of an adult nature and I really don't care to share that kind of thing with strangers. Call me a prude.
This journal prolly won't last as I feel the last one is sorta handy on my main profile, just a little update.
I've been sort of emotional the last few months. Had a split with my partner and started seeing another lovely gent :} Not gonna go into that. Dun wanna ramble.
I haven't been online much... well not on my laptop. I've been out a lot but I have a new Samsung Galaxy s2 (shiny) and have been using that to communicate. Pimped it out with PONIES.
Suppose one thing worth mentioning is development of my characters. Muchi is still very much ME me. Muchi is my face to furries... but Muchi is not my adult side. She never will be. Muchi is a G-rated character... but Bonnie has become my outlet for more mature thoughts and feelings. She's becoming like a secondary fursona, which is a little odd. Like my personality is caught between the tea-drinking, scarf-wearing, owl-scowling public face of Muchi but in more private, intimate and adult moments I'm more like Bonnie. Basically this means nothing to you xD As far as you're all concerned, I am Muchi only. It's just an interesting development for me personally.
Tax return came back and it all went on boring responsible things. The only 'fun' items were new toys for Luen. He seemed pleased though: http://yfrog.com/z/megclcj
Anyway, hope you've all been well and thank you very much to all the new watchers and for all the new faves. I've been pretty dead but it's lovely to see people still drop by even when I'm away :}
Toodles for now. Remember, I'm sorta permanently attached to twitter (@MuchiHoots) thanks to the new smart-phone, so I'm easier to contact there xD
And nah, people with two fursonas don't bother me, I only mention it as it's an interesting development for me personally. In the past I thought that Muchi was basically just ME... but the reality is, while Muchi was never intended to be depicted outside family-friendly situations, my real life is not afforded such a cartoon G-rated luxury. I am an adult and I'm not celibate IRL. I suppose in the past I've just kept my sexuality separate from furry... which makes sense for me. Really, I don't find furries sexually attractive... but that fell down when I thought I might want to start expressing my mature feelings for people I care for. I tried drawing people, but it felt weird and to be entirely honest, I can't draw them very well! Bonnie just... fit :} She's not overly glamorous and she has a fun flirty vibe that just worked for the images I wanted to create.
Oof, rambly! It's something I'm still working out, so I'm thinking too much on it xD
Well i still think you're Muchi, but Bonnie is another aspect of her. And yes, a bit hard to explore explicit behavior as a general audience character :) and i find with my kitten self it just doesn't cross my mind anyway. Good to have a few different outlets ^.^ im happy for you. Aww just checked out pics of Bonnie ~purrs~ scottish fold's are adorable!
Btw happy to hear about you and you know who, and I'm sorry I wasn't well enough to come say hi last night getting over the worst bout of tonsalitis I have ever had >_<
I like that we're calling him You-Know-Who like it's a secret... or like I'm dating Voldemort, Not really a secret, just not really interested in waving around names like I'm showing off a new toy ahaha.
Hope you feel better soon though hon, it'd be great to see you again some time soon :}
I hate my tonsills
Interesting thoughts there. You might find this journal (posted just before yours) interesting. I personally don't care either way if you post mature art or not. I'm not watching you for it, but I do like some.