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Blarrrgh
14 years ago
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel So yeah. I have a lot of things on my mind. I've been trying to look everywhere for a second job. It's getting to the point where one job isn't helping anymore. At least this week my hours weren't cut at all. The cost of living is going up not only here, but other places as well, and the pay-rate us poor workers get isn't increasing. There's a lot of stress. I have to make sure that there's not only food for us to live, but to make sure I have enough money left over for work since I'm only paid bi-weekly.
This puts me in a rut. I want to do so much like go to the movies, hang out, and all that good stuff. However, due to our economy, not much can be done. I would love getting a job for what I went to college for (Associate's degree in Computer Information Technology), but that would mean moving to a larger city into an apartment or buying a house in general. I can't do that with my current income. It's so sad D:
So I would like to apologize to anyone in advance or well in general if you feel I have been not myself lately. Maybe I'm making myself feel down for no reason at all. Then again, isn't it a typical human reaction to want something every now and then? Sure, there are things I want, but I always try to put my needs before my wants. Maybe one month (hopefully next month due to the fair) I'll catch a breat and can splurge just a tiny bit without wondering if what I did was a mistake.
Speaking of next month, the fair will be here! I think my friends have decided to go on the half-off day which would be a Thursday. I may work on that day, but I think going to the fair would be a great way to wind down from a work day. If not, there's Sunday which is also a half off day. At least, the admission is half off xD.
So yeah. maybe things will start to look up. I will do my best to make sure that they do!
This puts me in a rut. I want to do so much like go to the movies, hang out, and all that good stuff. However, due to our economy, not much can be done. I would love getting a job for what I went to college for (Associate's degree in Computer Information Technology), but that would mean moving to a larger city into an apartment or buying a house in general. I can't do that with my current income. It's so sad D:
So I would like to apologize to anyone in advance or well in general if you feel I have been not myself lately. Maybe I'm making myself feel down for no reason at all. Then again, isn't it a typical human reaction to want something every now and then? Sure, there are things I want, but I always try to put my needs before my wants. Maybe one month (hopefully next month due to the fair) I'll catch a breat and can splurge just a tiny bit without wondering if what I did was a mistake.
Speaking of next month, the fair will be here! I think my friends have decided to go on the half-off day which would be a Thursday. I may work on that day, but I think going to the fair would be a great way to wind down from a work day. If not, there's Sunday which is also a half off day. At least, the admission is half off xD.
So yeah. maybe things will start to look up. I will do my best to make sure that they do!
