So i'm just keeping myself busy with school mostly, but I think i'm going to break up with my boyfriend soon, I just feel terrible about it in some ways. He bought me a playstation for christmas and we've only been dating for a few weeks. I don't feel anything for him. I'm irritated around him, I just flat out don't like guys I think. My last mate was the only man who has ever arroused me in the least, let alone really actually loved or liked. I don't like men, so somehow i've just got to break that to him. Love is a lie, love is a piece of crap. I don't believe in love, its as unreal as talking microbes or something. And its not like i'm lonely or anything. I had love and I don't need any more of it, and thats the end of it. I don't even really miss a sexual relationship *shrugs*

Chinese is hard, just to throw that out there, and rosetta stone isn't as great as they make it out to be. End of stupid update of my life *waves*