two things happoned today that made me be still here, one, i realized i hadent said goodbye to my mate nor did i have reason to make him the saddest guy on the planet, two, some kid commited suicide off the top of our gymnasium in school today. i dont know how he got up there but he did, and actualy jumped. classes were delayed for an hour after it happoned. made me sorta rethink thinks over. he had more people to talk to then i did, it shows me how weak some people are. ive now made it my job to conquer my emotions two times over.