Lately ive been trying not to overwork myself due to the fear that I will have another seizure and possibly end up dead or in the hospital. id probably prefer being dead to being in a hospital strapped down to a bed like some lab experiment, even in a hospital which is meant to save people, i still feel like a rat in trap. Ive already experienced two almost seizures, one which ended with me having a cut forehead and lying against a wall pale as a ghost. i also had a weird where i was attacked by a bunch of Mankey from Pokemon. then they started doing the Caramelldansen dance and i fell to ground laughing my ass off. until Arceus came and blew them up. I woke and was thinking 'WTF?'! then i had a dream where i was Akito/Agito from Air Gear and I had somehow ended up in Equestria from My Littlny: Friendship is Magic and im thinking, "yo be fucking kidding me". OH, I just had an idea about turning that into a story. yeah it might work.