Im sorry if I have neglected people, im bad with trying to keep up with a lot of people at once, and  mrmephit kinda woke me up to the fact that I have fallen out with a lot of people who used to chat with me and now don't.

I don't mean to ignore or forget people, but lately my mind has been so cluttered with worry and things that I have slipped by friendship, and realizing that nobody wants to talk to me cause of it. I cherish friends but I feel terrible that im treating them with such disrespect and lack of company and I need to change this.

I know a lot of people skip over journals like this but its more of a personal memo to myself, and please if I have neglected anyone I need to know....