After the worst week of my life im somewhat back. after a long talking to ive decided and promised to look ahead and i still have my friends and a few new ones. im still not all here but i feel better and am eating now. Ill always love my friends for sticking by me and trying to help no-matter how hard it was for us. True friends <3. Thanks to those who offered me advice. Sorry i was so defiant at first. If i can live through the pain ive suffered this week...i can survive anything. I guess im just young and had to learn this feeling one day. Its been a very long week and im just drained of all my energy. ill be back soon. i promise.