I've managed to scribble some quick figure gestures tonight. Nothing really post worthy but it's progress compared to the last 6 months during which I haven't been able to put pencil to paper at all. I'm just going to have to learn to work even when I'm depressed though because I doubt it'll go away soon. It makes it really hard to stay motivated though.

It's always been my dream to be able to bring my visions to life and be a part of the artistic community. I know I shouldn't feel left out comparing myself to those who have already spent countless long solitary hours working hard to get to the point they can have fun swapping things around with their friends. I'm just not there yet. On the other hand, I've already come a very long way since my first scribbles 8 years ago. I have watchers out there and that's something considering I don't even draw pr0n. To you I offer my most sincere thanks for encouraging me not to give up and being patient with me.

I'm just going to try and take it one day at a time and do what I can.