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Frustration, anger, sadness and sorrow
14 years ago
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Proceed with caution.
Proceed with caution.
In these days I feel a mixture of various feelings..
I started in highschool in august, and it went pretty well.. but not for long.
I've already started to feel unable to focus on class and I just missed an assignment this sunday.
There are many reasons to this lack of focus, problems with friends, the fact that I miss my mom, but most importantly the fact that I don't need this to get one of theeducations that I want.
So I talked to my contact-person yesterday and we agreed that I should talk to my supervisor here at school.
And so I talked to her and the whole school problem should be solved eventually, but for now I shouldn't
stress too much about homework if I feel too sad or demotivated to focus.
She told me to do stuff that I love as much as possible in my sparetime untill we find a solution.
And then she will talk to my contact-person and another supervisor outside of school, and we should
be able to figure out what's best for me.
And then I have problems with love once more -.-
I'm considering just throwing that crap away for eternity.. :b
It's frustrating and it has made me sad and angry many times by now.
Atm. though, I guess I'll just hang on and see how things turn out. It might get better when my whole
school situation is solved.
Finally I'm having a hard time keeping my tears back, and I get sad really easily.
I used to get sad before too, but I never just started crying like this before I went to a psychologist.
She helped become able to talk about my feelings, and not just anger, but sadness and sorrow too.
This has helped in some ways, but now I'm having a really hard time controlling it, especialy since I have
so much to think about these days.
Does anybody out there know a way to get better at controlling this?
I'm not trying to hide my feelings again, since this didn't turn out well the last time, I'm just trying to
control it.
And this will be the end of my crap talk... just needed to get this out somewhere..
I started in highschool in august, and it went pretty well.. but not for long.
I've already started to feel unable to focus on class and I just missed an assignment this sunday.
There are many reasons to this lack of focus, problems with friends, the fact that I miss my mom, but most importantly the fact that I don't need this to get one of theeducations that I want.
So I talked to my contact-person yesterday and we agreed that I should talk to my supervisor here at school.
And so I talked to her and the whole school problem should be solved eventually, but for now I shouldn't
stress too much about homework if I feel too sad or demotivated to focus.
She told me to do stuff that I love as much as possible in my sparetime untill we find a solution.
And then she will talk to my contact-person and another supervisor outside of school, and we should
be able to figure out what's best for me.
And then I have problems with love once more -.-
I'm considering just throwing that crap away for eternity.. :b
It's frustrating and it has made me sad and angry many times by now.
Atm. though, I guess I'll just hang on and see how things turn out. It might get better when my whole
school situation is solved.
Finally I'm having a hard time keeping my tears back, and I get sad really easily.
I used to get sad before too, but I never just started crying like this before I went to a psychologist.
She helped become able to talk about my feelings, and not just anger, but sadness and sorrow too.
This has helped in some ways, but now I'm having a really hard time controlling it, especialy since I have
so much to think about these days.
Does anybody out there know a way to get better at controlling this?
I'm not trying to hide my feelings again, since this didn't turn out well the last time, I'm just trying to
control it.
And this will be the end of my crap talk... just needed to get this out somewhere..
Those there feelings you have a problem with right there, yeah I kinda got the same all the time, I kinda feel like I'm turning into a chick, also because I've started waking up with a damn nausea every god damn morning.. So yeah I'm generally just keeping my feelings away till I'm along and just able to let those feelings loose myself, though it's possibly a lot easier for me since I don't live with my family and don't have people coming to bother me.
But yeah, keep it cool, get better, and try to enjoy life! :)
Life would be so grey without emotions and the only real good thing that the darker ones give us is to show us how bright the lighter ones can be in contrast.
Thanks.. that just made my day abit better