So iv decided to give up the vices I have come to rely on. It finally dawned on me that all those thousands of dollars spent on grass over the years have been a hindrance. I mean sure iv had some great times, but as long as I was living this way, I have been a slave to my own desires. In order to finally break myself free I have decided to put away the bong and papers. I still like to have a beer or two in the evening and I smoke tobacco, but even these iv cut down on dramatically (no more overindulging). And I gotta say it actually feels good and refreshing. For so long I could only enjoy myself after I had a toke or two, but after a solid month of cutting back, (now completely given up) I can now say I have my ambitions back, I feel happy and entertained, kinda like how I felt in the days of my youth. After a year of unemployment Im finally working again and moving in all the right directions. Plus let's face it, we all gotta grow up someday. :)