Well, as you might not know I have a lot of issues inside my family, mostly between my brother and my parents.
He plays TF2 all the time.
He screams like he is raped when he plays TF2.
He very rarely turn off the computer without throwing a huge fit
He rarely goes to school
He attacks and verbally harrasses my parents when they take drastic measures to stop his computer "addiction", mostly cutting the power to his room.
He is unwilling to do anything besides sitting at the computer, which makes him ignore me a lot.
And to top it all off, he's 16.

I just want to fucking leave this god damn household, but I don't have the time nor the money to get away from here.

Now, I've started to see a pattern in all this. I have been more acting with roleplaying lately, and I do believe this is in strong connections by the issues our family is having, nothing wrong with roleplaying, but I often do up to 3 roleplays at once. Maybe as an attempt to temporarily escape the painful reality.

I need some fucking other stuff to cheer me up, this roleplaying gets me all exhausted.