in English we read the great Gatsby.... the fact that a mans soul can be forgotten so easily and not missed at all, is just astonishing. I'm referring to Jay Gats. he was a good person and people just forgot about him and just kept on moving as i nothing happened... my teacher then decided to ask us who will miss us, and what we would be remembered for. i couldn't think of anything or anyone. besides maybe my fur family and my mate. but i have reached the conclusion that life is a valuable thing, even if no one cares of you live or die. i personally don't want to be missed. and not to sound all full of myself if people do remember me than I'm missed and people cared about me, and i don't want that. i want to be forgotten like Mr. Gatsby. i don't want to be remembered, because i don't want others to remember me ad what i have done in my life because i don't anyone to get hurt by me anymore than i already have hurt them. no one missed him because he was a gust of wind, he went after one girl for 4 years and she didn't love anyone she only loved money. i love my mate i do along with luckless and rave, and jimmy and so forth (love you Chico and paradise furs). basically what i have concluded fro this experience with life and this book is that you should live everyday like its your last, go and kiss your mate or the fur you love and risk it all on love. love one another like you might not see them in the morning. life is short to begin with why do we end ours and others so quickly in life. cant be see that we are killing people who are loved by someone? even if you think no one cares if you live or die someone does, you just don't see it cause they never told you. in the words of an awesome movie i saw and cannot remember the title: "be awesome to one another"

i will no longer live my life in the shadows i will see no differences between us, becuase were all one big fur family. i know that sounded cheesy but home is were you make it. iv made mine were my mate is and my family is. love you furs. and i hope who ever reads this journal will see the light like i have. please read the book. it truly is an American Classic.