O.O

well thats not cool

Can I bring a sledge hammer and join you? Scum like this should lose their right to a real life and be forced to work under slave labor conditions in an old, unmaintained coal mine....

What posseses people to do this shit...Seriously?

haters gunna hate. griefers gunna grief.

they have nothing better in life to do then make you life a living hell.

sadly, not many things in the wide world we know are very complicated. this one just falls into the normal category of "simple as that." ... after all not all things (infact, not many things) require logical or even plusable reasons to do, exist, or happen. people do it... just simple becasue they can, and it will mot likly hvae the effect of ruining somebody else.

ego maybe? superiority complex maybe? idiot trying to be a faker to feel better about themselves maybe?

dont know. dont care. it's all the same, and never changes. cave me walked out of the caves, made fire to be better then the animals around them- such a trend as yet to halt nor slow. os i doubt it will change any time soon.

yes, i sound morpid or emo/depressed. you can see why? after all, this factualness to reality is where i grew up. in my area, nobody it different: they are all like that- out for their own, and to trample anybody else. it's makes your heart black.

Yeah, i understand.
A lot of things like this are happening lately and i just can't see why they do it...i guess that could be the fact that i don't think like they do. *shrug*

same... a lot of times i feel like an OCD germ-a-phobe that got dumped into the city trash place. i just feel... /that/ out of place, myself.

i take a look around, and my thoughts, the way i do things is *so* different that it boggles my mind as to how another person can concider me even human, outside of my physical form. but then again, i remember, to them, everything is looks, not substance.

maybe that's why i dont go outside, or places, or know many people. i like to be in a quite, concealed place, where only the people that accept me, and think i'm "different" form the rest of them... and treat me that way.

>..> one of the few things i've never had in life: attention on a personal level. people doing things for me that make me feel like i exist. guess love is another type of word for it?

This...I can't agree more! This describes me to a tee.
And yeah, love would be the word your looking for～

yeah around here... love is in deficient. here people... just dont care. the rich get richer; the poor, hang on if they can. and in general nobody care about anybody- it's just a "i'm better, you suck." debate >..<

*sighs* hell i was raised by my mom to be, for the lack of a better term, a slave. pretty much to know nothing beyond what my mom's warmed mind told me everything was, and to accept it without fault. a little while back, after a bunch of things happened, i found out the exact words my mom used at one point was "i raise her to take care of me in my old age, and her brother to take care of her."

>..> doesn't enlighten exactly on what my mom ever did, though >..< my family also told me once that they "thought years ago, they should take me away from mom, due to her... oddness." nah? really? the fact she's nuts, a drunkard ("that doesn't have a problem"), and not exactly "parent material", should have clued them in. but they stuck their heads in the ground like any red-blooded american would do, and thought "if i ignore it, it'll go away." you're right. i did go away. and now my life is a bit.... messed up >..>

my family wont say the words, but acts as if they disowned me. so i do in kind. they never wanted to listen to what's happening before... and it's always my fault i dont talk. well... try listening, and talking to me instead, and you might get ahead, eh? but *shrugs* i promised myself, if they they cared about me, they'd take their precious time, and actually speak to me. then i'd speak back.

guess what? 2 years, and not a person has spoken to me, of their own accord. well... 2 years since i made that promise- much much longer since they actually spoke to me. >..>

*shrugs* shows the love, right? after all. actions speak louder then words. and i'm about as feral as you can get within a human society. i even smell the differences, and i can read words, conversations and movements like it was a story written out in front of me, like a cheaply written book. not that hard for me, really. turns out people are about 99% both predicable and similar. only a negligible amount of difference actually occurs around the world. (and yet american still think's it's "top dawg" for some unwieldy reason. i say Canada is doing better; even if it's the simple fact most of america hates to be second best to "a country like that"... why?)

Thats some typing your doing. I may be tired, but i read it all. n.=.n
Wow... I'm sorry to hear that about your family, *hug* i couldn't imagine what experiencing that must be like...
Yeah, I agree about the whole rich get richer, poor have to survive deal... Its getting like that in England now, i live near England's worst place to live/visit (according to some survey...) a.k.a the north east of England. Government is trying to get us out of recession and most of what there taking away is in our region. Hell even my towns hospital is been taken away, closest hospital being at least one hour away if we lose it.
Damnit...The world is just insane...

eep.. sorry... sometimes i just go on rants, and a lot of times i dont even really realize it :( and thanks for reading it all n..n

wow.. they're taking away your hospital? and the nearest is ~hour away? that sounds like one heck of an oversite!

here in the South, the only time you go to college (except to waste money and time) is to go for nursing, as it's the only degrees that will get you a job- and right fresh out of the courses taboot. seeing as i live on Oneal Lane, near the Interstate, in the Capital of Louisiana, between here and the next junction road going into downtown (i live on the border of the parish/city) we have no less then 3 or 4 hospitals. and this is the un-populated area of the city >..> the lobby times are just... slow. you can sit in the ER lobby for upwards to 6 or so hours at a time >..>

then heres hwo you go take the info of what got the guy kicked from the school and expose his lies and bam any news station that take shim woudl be laughed out fo the tv.

That scumbag!

:<