O.=.o

o..o

I tried purple Salvia once and I had a very similar experience, it was pure black, and these blue dragon wings sort of enveloped me, protecting me, and the voice was very... hmm how do I explain this, like telepathic, like it was two voices at the same time, and it said 'Everything will be okay"

Strange..

On a side note.. I never knew you dipped into drugs!!! and very hardcore drugs I might add o..o

Actually when you mentioned the quarter life crisis to me, I neglected to mention, because I wasn't sure your opinion on drugs, mine was brought on by a bad mushroom trip

lol mine resulted into one, as well as a 9 month drinking binge.

Ugh that bad trip was the worst experience of my life, I thought I was dying the whole time and going through hellacious cycles, and I took wayyyyyyyyyyy too many almost overdosed... never again. It sucks because tripping a cool experience that I think everyone should try (in a safe environment when they have no responsibilities) once in a while, but it ruined it forever. I used to be a heavy pot head, but now even when I get high I get flashbacks. I was pretty fucked up for the next 2 years I had to relearn to walk and everything felt really weird, I had a lot of panic attack induced seizures because of it for many months, I'll never be the same and I'll never feel anchored in reality again, I can function again at least though.

I use to be very tech savvy, but when it was all over I couldn't remember anything about computers, I can barely use facebook and my cellphone.. Everything just seems so complicated, and there was one point near the end where I couldn't remember my SSN or even my birthday. I had to start taking memory support Vitamins that I still take today to try and maintain a state of normalcy...

Is this about  athus?

Not sure... I wanna say yes.. But I don't know, thought it would be worth mentioning.

seeing as how Dragonnis had a simaler experience way before he even died I think it might just be a unconcious dream related thing.. I'm going to look it up in a dream dictionary. Want me to share what it means if I find one?

Hell, sure.

And may I also add that this is why I dont touch drugs. Too much weird shit comes out of it. Once accidentally overdosed on some meds, due to the fact that the new Pharmacy Tech put the wrong dose of ' Pillz ' in. In other words, I was tripping every which way. Hated it.

Ah. May I add, said ' Pillz ' were pain meds. Broke my leg. I pretty much just went without the pain pills after that experience.

Oh wow, your one tough SOB Blue Dragons are suppose to be a positive feeling about something that is stressing you out.

Really? Hmm... Thats interesting....