Gah, It is so annoying when you think too hard about something, do a little research on it, and you learn you're not as you thought you were... for example, I used to consider myself Bisexual, when I figured I liked both men and women, and then I did some research on Pansexuality, which brought me around to that, which I thought I was for a few months, but then my dad made a comment to me, when I made a comment to him. I had told him I had absolutely NO care for any form of sex, and he said he was worried about that. So I did a little bit of research on Asexuality, and now that I look at it, I am, or at least I am and have been for the past half year now. I just hate it when you think you understand yourself enough to categorize one aspect, but then you go and learn something new which changes how you view yourself... And its happened to me countless times after joining the furry fandom... not saying its the cause, but I just happened to join it at the wrong time in my life, and now I'm blaming it for me :p. But, I guess I have to suck it up and deal, no matter how hard it is...