suicide. what a concept....the only problem is you can only do it once...as far as i know.

unless they bring you back somehow and you try it again
i dont want to die
i just... dont want to feel this way anymore

i wish you didn't feel that way...and i know how you feel(why can't life be painless?)

i dunno...
im feeling a little bit better now
which is good
i cant wait to get out of this town

Finding someone that you can talk to - even on FA - helps. Most of us on FA are depressed. Life hits us with a blow and we think if suicide. Someone, that is as capable as you, will let that be a short term blip and push on.

Life sometimes feels intolerable - no how - no reason to continue. It gets better. Be strong. You will be able to leave your situation. It will happen. Just keep trying.

It would be ideal if life were painless. It is far from that. I wished you didn't have a situation that made you depressed. Keep thinking that I can change this. Work at it and stay focused. You can do it.

If you need to just talk pm me.

thank you a lot
ill keep that in mind
i really hope that it will get better, im so sick of living life like this