I just lost my job, means I have more time....and I don't want that. I know I owe commissions and Ive been submitting stuff for myself and my love simply because I havent been able to do ANYTHING for myself. And honestly it felt good to do things like that but this job I needed more because I can't make a living from art. Its not going to pay the bills and honestly, I've taken to much on my shoulders. I'm so depressed because I'm jobless whilst she still works there and makes the money until I can find me a job. We just got a new place and because of me and my stupidity Were possibly going to loose it. And today we were going to go and get the electricity turned on. Still going to go through with it but its just going to be hard....and I dont want her to be the only one making the money. So sorry if AGAIN I become missing. I am still working on your arts....its just taking a toil and my life isnt the greatest right now.