Another Stream-of-Consciousness Bawwwwfest.™
14 years ago
General
*sigh~*
What should I do?
I've got stuff I'm drawing like the Adopt-A-Bronies, two art trades, a story, and a picture for
BBBFurs that may just be my biggest yet, but...
I'm sort of discouraged because... well... not to complain, but sometimes I wonder if my work is.., well, appreciated. I know y'all out there, like ninjaking, dnamadness, mordak, Nate, thunder, I can't name you all , etc... a lot of y'all pop in and comment on my art each time. And that makes me unbelievably ecstatic. But... I kind of feel like I'm stagnating, audience-wise. There's hardly any new faces.
I feel seriously shallow complaining about my pageviews and such, but it really does kind of bother me. It's not just me either, other folks here like
seem to be in a similar boat. He's got an awesome, dedicated fanbase but beyond the main circle of folks who show up to each one of his streams... nothing.
I guess part of my frustration is that it's humanly impossible for me to turn all my ideas and fantasies into drawings. Like, I see a really hot picture ofSpyro and Cynder, so I wanna draw them all anthro, hyper-fied and going at it... or a pic of Flamey trying on some girly outfit... or a kangaroo with wide hips for the AAAAA... or a story based on
's New Found series. I have all these sudden thoughts that I want to see actually given physical 2D form, and I can't do it. *sigh* I want to have good artwork of Kaimana and Guilgirl and Beatrix and Rykela! I'd actually trade my drawing and writing abilities to have the funds of someone like
or
.
*sigh* Am I a mess or what? X3 I always try to stick to one topic when doing these journals, but my mind can't help wandering.
Address either of my complaints I suppose, I really do want to have a pseudo-serious discussion here. Hopefully it'll at least release tension, if not perhaps figure out a temporary solution.
What should I do?
I've got stuff I'm drawing like the Adopt-A-Bronies, two art trades, a story, and a picture for
BBBFurs that may just be my biggest yet, but...I'm sort of discouraged because... well... not to complain, but sometimes I wonder if my work is.., well, appreciated. I know y'all out there, like ninjaking, dnamadness, mordak, Nate, thunder, I can't name you all , etc... a lot of y'all pop in and comment on my art each time. And that makes me unbelievably ecstatic. But... I kind of feel like I'm stagnating, audience-wise. There's hardly any new faces.
I feel seriously shallow complaining about my pageviews and such, but it really does kind of bother me. It's not just me either, other folks here like
seem to be in a similar boat. He's got an awesome, dedicated fanbase but beyond the main circle of folks who show up to each one of his streams... nothing.I guess part of my frustration is that it's humanly impossible for me to turn all my ideas and fantasies into drawings. Like, I see a really hot picture ofSpyro and Cynder, so I wanna draw them all anthro, hyper-fied and going at it... or a pic of Flamey trying on some girly outfit... or a kangaroo with wide hips for the AAAAA... or a story based on
's New Found series. I have all these sudden thoughts that I want to see actually given physical 2D form, and I can't do it. *sigh* I want to have good artwork of Kaimana and Guilgirl and Beatrix and Rykela! I'd actually trade my drawing and writing abilities to have the funds of someone like
or
.*sigh* Am I a mess or what? X3 I always try to stick to one topic when doing these journals, but my mind can't help wandering.
Address either of my complaints I suppose, I really do want to have a pseudo-serious discussion here. Hopefully it'll at least release tension, if not perhaps figure out a temporary solution.
FA+

As for the artwork thing, just gotta keep on trekking. With time and continued effort, you'll advance to higher skills in no time. I'm working on learning to draw, too, and it's obscenely difficult for me. But I keep on picking up that pencil(no has tablet. :P) scribbling away, working towards the goal of being a great artists. :3
Still, I'd thought there were more hyperfurs out there. X3
Oh, and tablet-less furs unite! *high five* XD
Boo-yah! *returns high-five*
here's an idea, if you can, take a moment to look back at your older things that you can, and compare them to the current ones? how do you feel about them?
another is, things like this work kinda like the economy- there are expansion, and recessions. if you though it out, you'll eventually see a change :)
and babe... trust me, your art is beautiful. i'll agree with Grand there: i normally just say "it's great" due to the facts i really dont know what to say, other then the truth, after all... i'm not "artiste" type person... i get kinda lost in art, more then enjoy it :( - and a lot of times, i dont speak just simply due to the fact it's a great picture, it's just out side of my taste.
remember that about me? i'm high-unbiased, but still have my own opinions, also :) my personal taste i dont like to interfere with the simple over all facts. it's just good art ;)
so keep it up, okay? this seems like a thing your life does well :) i'd hate to see you lose it
:(
trying to get my y! to time with you :'( i keeped missing :(
Well, where to start.
I'll have to agree, theres alot less hyper furs out there than i thought... But this doesn't mean that hyper enthusiasts will not encounter your works time and time again. :3 I guess its just been slow out there when it comes to page exploration. *shrugs* Just a thought.
On the topic of ideas and whatnot, I've seen you've been drawing new things and thats great to see, with this i guess time is key, wait a while and keep posting, new faces will eventually emerge. n____n
I don't know what else i can say which hasn't been said above, hope ot helps ya. ^.=.^
>:) hehehe *evil grin*
Now, to start out with, I like your work. It's very rough, but you have a certain eagerness. It was the pole-dancing vixen picture that first drew me in.. and the bakery story. There is a lot of room for improvement, and you may think that you're reaching your limits, but that's not a reason to despair. You're right about one thing, you might be reaching your limits, but it's the limits imposed by your current drawing style and ways of thinking about drawing, not the limits of what you can actually DO. So if it feels frustrating maybe it's time to take a new approach to drawing.
Your birthday is coming up, and there's one book/dvd (or just book/workbook) that I very very strongly recommend you look into getting. You can ask for it for your birthday, or use any birthday money you might get to purchase the book and workbook and pencils and erasers and drawing board. It's fairly popular so you may have heard of it before, called "Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain."
The paperback book: http://www.amazon.com/New-Drawing-Right-Side-Brain/dp/0007116454/ref=sr_1_4?ie=UTF8&qid=1319568723&sr=8-4
The workbook: http://www.amazon.com/Drawing-Right-Side-Brain-Workbook/dp/1585421952/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1319568723&sr=8-2
Get both. It's all about training your mind to see shapes differently, to think of everyday objects in ways that make it easier for you to visualize and draw. I'm not an artist, and I have no allusions of artistic talent. But the techniques really helped me out when I briefly had the drawing bug. One of the things that it has you do is before and after drawings -- draw something before the lessons, then after.
Here's a drawing I made of my arm before going through the book:
http://img233.imageshack.us/img233/4816/001awb.jpg
Here's the same drawing I made two weeks later, after working an hour or two per day:
http://img15.imageshack.us/img15/856/hand3n.jpg
And again, I'm not an artist. And the book doesn't assume you are, either -- it's even aimed towards people who want to draw but don't really know how.
The reason I feel this may be really helpful, is that when you ask "should I be doing less hyper/leaking?" I'm not sure that's the right question to ask. I mean, as much as I adore hyper, I think the answer is, "yes, less," but that's only because I think it's time to strengthen the fundamentals. Work on anatomy, proportion, and then you'll have a better approach to tackle the fetishy stuff we all love. Without being able to focus on fundamentals, drawing things will feel overwhelming.
Plus, working on the fundamentals of drawing involves drawing a lot of life-studies and non-sexual stuff, so you don't have to worry about anyone seeing what you're doing.
This is all wall of text, and I hope it helped. >_>