I can't tell you how much this sucks. I feel like my mind is deteriorating. Going insane. I'm tired but can't sleep. Starving but can't eat. Sad but can't weep. Idk what's going on. What's the difference between homesickness and depression? Because I'm trying to figure out if this is one of them. At this point I'm not sure. I need this to end. I need a long break. I can't wait for another month, I can't stand it anymore. What's happening to me?