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Whats going on with me?! Update on life.
14 years ago
General
Trip to, heave and ho; Up, down, to and fro- You have no word
I was a little bit vague in my last journal, but I wanted everyone to know I was alive. Now comes the hard part; explaining what i've been up to the past few weeks. D:
Monthly challenge- For those of you who dont know me IRL, you probably dont know that i sometimes set myself up to do these challenges where i give something up for a whole month, just to test my willpower (nothing to do with lent! so many people ask me. It's not religious at all. x3 ) This month I went vegan. I'm almost done but it's been tough, and i cant eat halloween candy till i'm done. :/
Next month? I'm considering not buying anything with plastic. HARD. everything is in plastic these days. :C But plastic is unnecessary. It is simply a convenience for humans, but a plague on the environment. Yep.
School- School SUCKS. :)
Work- Work is WORK. But at least i'm working i guess.
Relationships- Behhhhhhhhh. Been really bad the past couple weeks. Perhaps one of the reasons i've been gone. Let's just say i'd like to jump off a bridge with a stone tied to my foot. :) Long story short, I dunno if i'm asexual after all. I think one of the main reasons I call myself this is because I don't like the idea of sex ruling a relationship and i'm really not interested in it at all in terms of making myself happy. In fact i'm more attached to people emotionally than anything else. so what does that make me? Anyways, yeah i'm a wreck.
Art- Be on the lookouts.. Lots of emotional crap involving IK. Maybe more Jellies. Depends on how much time i have in life. Depends on other situations. But be on the lookout.
Animation?
I've been thinking about animating a short. It doesnt involve any characters per say, but it is a representation of the situation i'm in right now. How I feel. But I dont know much about animation, so who knows if it'll ever get off the ground. xD Maybe it can be a storyboard setting instead.
Have any questions for me?
I always ask this but hardly ever get any. Ask me some stuff! Anything you'd like. Please. I'm trying to keep conversation with my watchers here. :)
Monthly challenge- For those of you who dont know me IRL, you probably dont know that i sometimes set myself up to do these challenges where i give something up for a whole month, just to test my willpower (nothing to do with lent! so many people ask me. It's not religious at all. x3 ) This month I went vegan. I'm almost done but it's been tough, and i cant eat halloween candy till i'm done. :/
Next month? I'm considering not buying anything with plastic. HARD. everything is in plastic these days. :C But plastic is unnecessary. It is simply a convenience for humans, but a plague on the environment. Yep.
School- School SUCKS. :)
Work- Work is WORK. But at least i'm working i guess.
Relationships- Behhhhhhhhh. Been really bad the past couple weeks. Perhaps one of the reasons i've been gone. Let's just say i'd like to jump off a bridge with a stone tied to my foot. :) Long story short, I dunno if i'm asexual after all. I think one of the main reasons I call myself this is because I don't like the idea of sex ruling a relationship and i'm really not interested in it at all in terms of making myself happy. In fact i'm more attached to people emotionally than anything else. so what does that make me? Anyways, yeah i'm a wreck.
Art- Be on the lookouts.. Lots of emotional crap involving IK. Maybe more Jellies. Depends on how much time i have in life. Depends on other situations. But be on the lookout.
Animation?
I've been thinking about animating a short. It doesnt involve any characters per say, but it is a representation of the situation i'm in right now. How I feel. But I dont know much about animation, so who knows if it'll ever get off the ground. xD Maybe it can be a storyboard setting instead.
Have any questions for me?
I always ask this but hardly ever get any. Ask me some stuff! Anything you'd like. Please. I'm trying to keep conversation with my watchers here. :)
Beh, just a lame community college. I just feel uninspired in school. always have. I lose focus and drive. Can't concentrate. My grades suffer. ;;
I know how you feel with the asexual thing. It's always so hard to be sure (for me at least) because you always have people telling you you're full of crap or repressing something, and on top of that if you're not sure what sexual attraction is/if you're feeling it or not, you can't help but be unsure. I know I am a lot.
The thing about asexuality is that it doesn't even necessarily mean that you don't enjoy sex. It just means you don't find people sexually attractive. I know there's also demisexuality which, if I'm not mistaken, means you're unable to find someone sexually attractive until you form a strong emotional connection with them.
I think sometimes the best thing for yourself is to just try not to get caught up with labels (easier said than done, I know). After all, they're just a way of helping you understand yourself, but if they're just causing more confusion than anything, then why bother?
Bluh. I hope things get less confusing/stressful/just plain shitty for you soon :C FROSTY HUGS. FROSTY HUGS ERR'WHERE. *hugs*
Essentially it means I can't buy anything that I want new, because almost everything is assembled in plastic nowadays, or individually wrapped. Anything I buy food wise is either gonna have to be fresh or canned.
Well... My situation I guess.. I can be attracted to both. Mentally and physically. But for me, I dont really have any personal interest in sexual attraction, and other people aren't as understanding I guess. I dunno dude. Sucks though. Here's my new label. ICYBUM. x3 I'ma just hide in some mountains somewhere for the rest of my life. Be a freaking recluse. Solitary has gotta be easier than this.
Thank you Frosty. ;; Us cool cats gotta stick together. x3 -HUG-