Sorry to hear that. I was a wreck at Scurrow's birthday party myself, completely out of sorts. You seemed to be having a good time at least. Hope Calamity didn't bug out on the ride home!
But it is getting tougher to go in public as a person, I need a mask to wear so I can not be me so much. If that makes any sense...
You want to talk about it, note me, I'd be happy to listen.