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14 years ago
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Warning, this post may contain boring information, swear words, and dumb opinions. but my life is kind of majorly sucking right now. My mom is like fucked up on pain pills and bitches at me non-stop. It is like she does not feel successful untill she has made me feel like absolute crap. I pretty much have no friends, they also make me feel like shit; so they are more like "people I go to school with," that friends. I was in the musical for school, but I quit that because they, too, for some reason hate my guts. Even though aparently I am "talented".
She even constantly talks about how the animals I train hate me, and that my dog is the worst of them all. She'll tell me how I am doing everything wrong, then if I say anything she';; bitch me out further. If I even say ANYTHING she'll yell at me.
Like today I was trying to figure how to use an inhaler and I got "GODDAMNIT BRIENNA, YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME." I was looking at it and asked her how to. And she also was screaming about "You don't press the button to connect to the internet just sit in front of the router untill it works. YOU GOD DAMN KIDS WHY THE HELL DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO TALK BACK TO ME."
Someone kidnap me and my animals PLEASE. It is not like I have any friends to stay over at their house and all my family is fucking intollerable.
My mom is just a fucking piece of work, I just can't possibly say everything she does but she needs help. Plus she just never stops talking to herself. People think I am just a spoiled fucking bratt but they don't know what my life is like. It would be so much easier to get away if I didn't have all these animals to take care of.
It would be my dream to fursuit at a convention or even go to a convention in general but my mom would have to come and fucking drag me down with her and her personality.
Just save me.
She even constantly talks about how the animals I train hate me, and that my dog is the worst of them all. She'll tell me how I am doing everything wrong, then if I say anything she';; bitch me out further. If I even say ANYTHING she'll yell at me.
Like today I was trying to figure how to use an inhaler and I got "GODDAMNIT BRIENNA, YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME." I was looking at it and asked her how to. And she also was screaming about "You don't press the button to connect to the internet just sit in front of the router untill it works. YOU GOD DAMN KIDS WHY THE HELL DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO TALK BACK TO ME."
Someone kidnap me and my animals PLEASE. It is not like I have any friends to stay over at their house and all my family is fucking intollerable.
My mom is just a fucking piece of work, I just can't possibly say everything she does but she needs help. Plus she just never stops talking to herself. People think I am just a spoiled fucking bratt but they don't know what my life is like. It would be so much easier to get away if I didn't have all these animals to take care of.
It would be my dream to fursuit at a convention or even go to a convention in general but my mom would have to come and fucking drag me down with her and her personality.
Just save me.
LpneWolf719
~lpnewolf719
To be honest, I feel a rather similar way at home, with me and my father and all. *Hugs*
Volund
~volund
All I can say is keep your chin up, your mother seems like the type of person I know all too well. I know it's hard, but don't listen to the shit she's saying to you. I've been here with friends more than I'd like to admit, so I know what you're going through. I always read your journals, so know someone's always listening. I don't really know how to help you, but feel free to send me note or something, I'll do the best I can.
