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and the 2 weeks are over..
14 years ago
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I survived o..o
Tomorrow I return to work, or at least I'll try to work for the whole 8 hours.. I'm kind sore still it's really sensative and I'm nervous that if I start hurting really badly if they won't let me go home..
If it wasn't for hospital bills I wouldn't even give a shit.. But these 2 weeks have been great, even though the boredom got to me there for a bit.. I'm so glad I had the oppurtunity to experience it.. I got to know some people more and this whole thing put my life into perspective and made me realize what I want....
I want to leave this town, it's a small, ignorant, boring town that is NO place for a guy like me.. I mean, there are people that like me here and I like them.. but I find myself more often then anything swallowing my pride as a Bisexual male, being stereotyped, having to endure stupid comments made around me, and just being misunderstood all the time.
I feel more like a Cartoon character here then a normal person. Some people even try to make me say certain words because I do have a bit of a 'gay voice.' Now, Normally I'll say stuff on purpose and ham up my homosexuality because it's funny, I know this, and you know this too! We all know this that we Homo's are very funny people and we like the attention.. But when you start taking that as my actual personality and think that's who I am; I have a problem...
I would describe myself as a Tomboy, I do have feminine traits and mannerisms, but if you look at what I've doen and what kinda person I am, You will come to realize that I am also masculine as well. I like sports, horse play, I burp, fart. Yadda Yadda. Yet I keep getting asked for fashion advice and people skating around me because they dont want to: "Make me cry." or they are afriad I'll get all emotional..
But the main thing that I realized from these 2 weeks.. I miss my furries... A LOT... as much as I say shit about the fur fandom... I love it, and I miss it.. There's only 1 other furry here in Baytown is Skiver Starlight and we've talked a bit about this and he can see where I'm coming from. (He gets to go out of town more then me.)
Sooooooo my goals now are just to pay all my Bills get a car and then GTFO of Baytown, as far as where I will go, I'll work on that later after I get the car...
Tomorrow I return to work, or at least I'll try to work for the whole 8 hours.. I'm kind sore still it's really sensative and I'm nervous that if I start hurting really badly if they won't let me go home..
If it wasn't for hospital bills I wouldn't even give a shit.. But these 2 weeks have been great, even though the boredom got to me there for a bit.. I'm so glad I had the oppurtunity to experience it.. I got to know some people more and this whole thing put my life into perspective and made me realize what I want....
I want to leave this town, it's a small, ignorant, boring town that is NO place for a guy like me.. I mean, there are people that like me here and I like them.. but I find myself more often then anything swallowing my pride as a Bisexual male, being stereotyped, having to endure stupid comments made around me, and just being misunderstood all the time.
I feel more like a Cartoon character here then a normal person. Some people even try to make me say certain words because I do have a bit of a 'gay voice.' Now, Normally I'll say stuff on purpose and ham up my homosexuality because it's funny, I know this, and you know this too! We all know this that we Homo's are very funny people and we like the attention.. But when you start taking that as my actual personality and think that's who I am; I have a problem...
I would describe myself as a Tomboy, I do have feminine traits and mannerisms, but if you look at what I've doen and what kinda person I am, You will come to realize that I am also masculine as well. I like sports, horse play, I burp, fart. Yadda Yadda. Yet I keep getting asked for fashion advice and people skating around me because they dont want to: "Make me cry." or they are afriad I'll get all emotional..
But the main thing that I realized from these 2 weeks.. I miss my furries... A LOT... as much as I say shit about the fur fandom... I love it, and I miss it.. There's only 1 other furry here in Baytown is Skiver Starlight and we've talked a bit about this and he can see where I'm coming from. (He gets to go out of town more then me.)
Sooooooo my goals now are just to pay all my Bills get a car and then GTFO of Baytown, as far as where I will go, I'll work on that later after I get the car...
Also, you're lucky your surgery happened and you were able to take so much time off of work. I still don't know when my surgery is because I can't even get in to see a surgeon. They're just too fucking busy and I start my job on the 9th. I'm going to lose my job if they say I can't go in for work ;.=.;