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A long needed apology for a delay, and the reason behind it.
14 years ago
Hello, folks. I've been pretty quiet here on FA recently the last couple months. I've only occasionally logged on to clear my inbox. Some of you are still waiting on stuff (sewing as I speak actually, I've decided to man the fuck up to my problems), and I have decided to own up to my shortcomings.
Two months ago, as I was scrambling to get my shit together and work my ass off, my mom got a phone call. And broke down into tears. You see, my aunt had been diagnosed with cancer two years ago, found in her liver. It was terminal. In August, they diagnosed her after a seizure and found the cancer had spread to her brain. Tonight, at 10:45 PM, she passed away in the comfort of her own home.
When my mother had received that phone call in august, I was working diligently on my commissioned furrts. I instantly lost interest. I have not been very good at getting my ass back in gear to work on them, because every time I tried, i remembered that phonecall, and in the most Pavlovian, asinine way I would drop them because they disgusted me. I had grown to associate them with that feeling of imminent dread that my aunt was going to be gone soon. I hope you all forgive me for my idiotic, unprofessional behavior, and I'm going to finish up those I have half done and begin working on the next ones immediately as I have a week and a half off of work yet. If you would instead prefer a refund, and I have NOT STARTED on yours, let me know. I will get the money when I can and refund you ASAP.
Voodoo-95% done
Octopieces-50% done
Gelus-25% done
Everyone Else-not touched yet.
Again, this was unprofessional of me, and I don't expect a lot of ass-pats, and "Aw, its okay" comments. This was bad of me. I just hope you forgive me for my own stupid behavior. I shouldn't have acted like this, my aunt would have slapped me if she knew. She was strong clear up until the end. I should have been strong like her. I'll miss you, Aunt Savilla. May you rest in peace <3
Two months ago, as I was scrambling to get my shit together and work my ass off, my mom got a phone call. And broke down into tears. You see, my aunt had been diagnosed with cancer two years ago, found in her liver. It was terminal. In August, they diagnosed her after a seizure and found the cancer had spread to her brain. Tonight, at 10:45 PM, she passed away in the comfort of her own home.
When my mother had received that phone call in august, I was working diligently on my commissioned furrts. I instantly lost interest. I have not been very good at getting my ass back in gear to work on them, because every time I tried, i remembered that phonecall, and in the most Pavlovian, asinine way I would drop them because they disgusted me. I had grown to associate them with that feeling of imminent dread that my aunt was going to be gone soon. I hope you all forgive me for my idiotic, unprofessional behavior, and I'm going to finish up those I have half done and begin working on the next ones immediately as I have a week and a half off of work yet. If you would instead prefer a refund, and I have NOT STARTED on yours, let me know. I will get the money when I can and refund you ASAP.
Voodoo-95% done
Octopieces-50% done
Gelus-25% done
Everyone Else-not touched yet.
Again, this was unprofessional of me, and I don't expect a lot of ass-pats, and "Aw, its okay" comments. This was bad of me. I just hope you forgive me for my own stupid behavior. I shouldn't have acted like this, my aunt would have slapped me if she knew. She was strong clear up until the end. I should have been strong like her. I'll miss you, Aunt Savilla. May you rest in peace <3
As I say all the time: I wish you the Peace I no-longer have, I wish you the Strength that I've learned, I wish you Well." (*Znugz*)