SO I've finally decieded games are over. Things change. Feelings change. I am ready to just settle down now. Eric and Caleb are he ones I choose. Over anybody Eric and Caleb. Something about Eric and Caleb I am finally able to trust. One my screw up at times and the other might break a trust, but at the end of the night I want to come home to those two. They are my loves and my heart beats for them. I'm excited what this new chapter in life might bring with these two as my mates, I'm excited and scared fucking shitless. . . Eric I love you, and I know at times I act like a fucking kid, but remember I am still barley learning how to love, like you learned a long time ago. Caleb, I will never give up on you, remember that.

Sylver