Tired...
14 years ago
General
I think I'm going to greatly cut back on my ties with furries. That doesn't mean that I'm dropping out of the fandom, I'll always be a furry. I just... Really can't stand many of the idiots anymore. This isn't something to blame for one event, or one person... This is something I've been brooding over for a long time. I guess I just have more reason now. There is so, so much petty drama.
I'm not deleting any of my art, heck I'll still upload stuff... But don't expect to see much more 'furry' stuff from me. I find myself much happier drawing cute animals vs. anthros. I have one adult piece that is about 80% finished, and I may finish that and call it quits on adult art. I would like to be able to show anybody my sketch book and not be embarrassed.
I've got less than 3 weeks before Vivian gets here... I have better things to do than deal with dumb furries. My friends will always be my friends, and they know that. I may still go to local furmeets, but I'm still standing by no longer organizing them. I quit organizing furmeets after everybody expected me to cater to their every whim, and find a place at a drop of a hat that could feed 30 people at once. I was also expected to make sure everybody was buddy-buddy and nobody was to be excluded... I'm not your momma.
I get more enjoyment anymore out of going to rabbits shows... What is also nice is that I can bring Vivian to rabbit shows with me. I don't have to worry about some creeper who likes cub porn, or some angsty anti-hetero person saying something rude. You don't like being called a faggot? Getting called a Breeder because I choose to have a family hurts even more. Rabbit shows also cost much less to go to, and I get to play with my bunnies every day. Rabbit people are just... Some of the most genuine people I've ever met. Some of them may be a bit country and backwards, but you won't meet a friendlier bunch.
I'll be selling my possum suit made by Growly very, very soon. I just need to take pictures and make measurements of the bodysuit. I'll be selling her starting at $275, buy it now $325. She will come with a head, small bodysuit, and extra fur. I'll also be selling my Tasha Shepard suit made by me in the distant future. I'll be starting her at $400, buy it now $550. She will come with a head, bodysuit, hand and foot paws, tail, and TONS of extra, rare fur. I don't get as much enjoyment out of wearing her as I used to, but she is still in awesome shape. I still want to remake Delilah's head one day, I enjoyed playing her character much, much more.
I may still go to MFM every year, if we have somebody to watch Vivian. But most of my fursuit events will be with a local SPCA group... I find more happiness working with the public.
I'm not deleting any of my art, heck I'll still upload stuff... But don't expect to see much more 'furry' stuff from me. I find myself much happier drawing cute animals vs. anthros. I have one adult piece that is about 80% finished, and I may finish that and call it quits on adult art. I would like to be able to show anybody my sketch book and not be embarrassed.
I've got less than 3 weeks before Vivian gets here... I have better things to do than deal with dumb furries. My friends will always be my friends, and they know that. I may still go to local furmeets, but I'm still standing by no longer organizing them. I quit organizing furmeets after everybody expected me to cater to their every whim, and find a place at a drop of a hat that could feed 30 people at once. I was also expected to make sure everybody was buddy-buddy and nobody was to be excluded... I'm not your momma.
I get more enjoyment anymore out of going to rabbits shows... What is also nice is that I can bring Vivian to rabbit shows with me. I don't have to worry about some creeper who likes cub porn, or some angsty anti-hetero person saying something rude. You don't like being called a faggot? Getting called a Breeder because I choose to have a family hurts even more. Rabbit shows also cost much less to go to, and I get to play with my bunnies every day. Rabbit people are just... Some of the most genuine people I've ever met. Some of them may be a bit country and backwards, but you won't meet a friendlier bunch.
I'll be selling my possum suit made by Growly very, very soon. I just need to take pictures and make measurements of the bodysuit. I'll be selling her starting at $275, buy it now $325. She will come with a head, small bodysuit, and extra fur. I'll also be selling my Tasha Shepard suit made by me in the distant future. I'll be starting her at $400, buy it now $550. She will come with a head, bodysuit, hand and foot paws, tail, and TONS of extra, rare fur. I don't get as much enjoyment out of wearing her as I used to, but she is still in awesome shape. I still want to remake Delilah's head one day, I enjoyed playing her character much, much more.
I may still go to MFM every year, if we have somebody to watch Vivian. But most of my fursuit events will be with a local SPCA group... I find more happiness working with the public.
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Will be a shame to not see you and Noilez (and the little bunyensky) at more cons. But I wish you the best of luck in whatever you do, especially the SPCA events. That's an excellent cause for fursuiting.
I have very good organizational skills for planning events... I used to get paid for it :3 But I have very little patience for people who aren't willing to help themselves.
I'll message you the rest of some info I wanted to share.
huggles and cuddles
Big and preggars and everyone demanding your attention......I hated that. Went through that stuff with my ex's family when I was pregnant. Would make me sooo mad....i could just feel my blood pressure rising.
Its like ''Where's my attention???? Hey, look Im preggars! :D'' Does anyone care....Nope. >.>
-hugs- Hopefully things get better after lil one is here
I hope you find peace in your decision but I'll miss seeing you and your suits around FWA. You always seemed to be such a positive, friendly person and that was nice. There was so much drama and negativity at times. (Too bad I'm so much bigger than you. No way could I fit into any of the suits you plan to sell) XP