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Second Journal: *sigh* I give up...
14 years ago
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10 and a half months...I waited 10 and a half months...to be ignored...
I screwed up majorly last December. One of my first online friends lives in Australia. We talked almost every day, RPed with each other, and were really close. He always had comp issues and would vanish for a week or so, but he'd come back. December 28, 2010 I snapped at him because he was sending his comp back to the same people to get it repaired...for what felt like the umpteenth time. He left me "..." then disappeared...
Every day I checked the site I set aside for us...at least twice. Nothing. June 25, 2011: one of our friends got a message through PSN saying he's afraid of me and feels at blame. Despite sending messages back constantly, no response since then.
Recently, the few still waiting and I, after finding/adding his profile to Steam, noticed that he was getting online again. Unfortunately, he won't accept any of our invites. So we can't send him a message ourselves...telling him we miss him.
Hell, even right now he's playing a game none of us have as I type this...So we can't do anything except watch through a one-way mirror...
What makes it the hardest..was he admitted to liking me...which was truely something. He's never said that to anyone else...It's the first time any had actually liked me, and me alone, for being...me. It made me so happy...
But now...I'm at a loss. I can't think of anything else to do...I already had to reformat my laptop from a virus while trying to find a way to contact him...So I'm giving up. I'll always have hope, but...I just don't know what to do anymore...
I screwed up majorly last December. One of my first online friends lives in Australia. We talked almost every day, RPed with each other, and were really close. He always had comp issues and would vanish for a week or so, but he'd come back. December 28, 2010 I snapped at him because he was sending his comp back to the same people to get it repaired...for what felt like the umpteenth time. He left me "..." then disappeared...
Every day I checked the site I set aside for us...at least twice. Nothing. June 25, 2011: one of our friends got a message through PSN saying he's afraid of me and feels at blame. Despite sending messages back constantly, no response since then.
Recently, the few still waiting and I, after finding/adding his profile to Steam, noticed that he was getting online again. Unfortunately, he won't accept any of our invites. So we can't send him a message ourselves...telling him we miss him.
Hell, even right now he's playing a game none of us have as I type this...So we can't do anything except watch through a one-way mirror...
What makes it the hardest..was he admitted to liking me...which was truely something. He's never said that to anyone else...It's the first time any had actually liked me, and me alone, for being...me. It made me so happy...
But now...I'm at a loss. I can't think of anything else to do...I already had to reformat my laptop from a virus while trying to find a way to contact him...So I'm giving up. I'll always have hope, but...I just don't know what to do anymore...
