stopping while I'm ahead
14 years ago
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I have a handful of commissions and one trade to finish up, and then I will be taking a most-likely permanent hiatus from drawing as a whole.
I'm not trying to draw any pity comments or asspats, neither am I trying to diss my art.
I'm not even trying to leave this site or any fandom- I don't particularly want to.
I just don't get much pleasure out of drawing anymore; it's become a chore for me.
and as such, my artistic productivity has dropped to a bi-weekly/monthly rate and pretty much everything I draw is depressing and/or, apparently, 'disturbing'.
I'd been hoping that at the start of this year, that it was just stress and I needed some time away.
yet. as things have progressed, that motivation to create has continued to dwindle. maybe it'll come back, but right now, I'm feeling pretty hopeless.
and no, there won't be any gallery purges going on.
I'm not trying to draw any pity comments or asspats, neither am I trying to diss my art.
I'm not even trying to leave this site or any fandom- I don't particularly want to.
I just don't get much pleasure out of drawing anymore; it's become a chore for me.
and as such, my artistic productivity has dropped to a bi-weekly/monthly rate and pretty much everything I draw is depressing and/or, apparently, 'disturbing'.
I'd been hoping that at the start of this year, that it was just stress and I needed some time away.
yet. as things have progressed, that motivation to create has continued to dwindle. maybe it'll come back, but right now, I'm feeling pretty hopeless.
and no, there won't be any gallery purges going on.
I was hoping that things would be getting better for me, motivation wise, but my urges to draw are just growing smaller and smaller and further apart.
maybe it'll come back, when that is, I don't know.
At least in my opinion. I really love your works and was hoping to do a collab eventually. <3 Do what you must.
Maybe it'll come back in the future.
:V As long as yer still around, ahaha.
Best of luck to you with everything, man.
and thanks!
The more your try to force it, the worse it's likely to get. Walk away for a while, keep it in mind, and maybe scribble some things if the mood strikes you again.
I felt like that about my art until recently, when I ecided to just stop trying so hard about art. I started doodling around mindlessly again regardless of it turning out great or not, but idk if that's your issue or not
There's never any problem with taking a break and going on to discover new and exciting things to fill your time and ambitions with. Though I do hope that you find an artistic muse again in the future, as it would be a shame for the world to never see all the potential artwork still locked up inside. :D
And then your copilot will glare at you and demand his flight checklist back.
You and your art, always felt good as one to me.
also now i feel reminded of this scene in Blade Runner, where that genius-guy says "the light that burns twice as bright burns for half as long - and you have burned so very, very brightly!". i hope that's not the case here... :-/