I've had alot going on in my life and I've really just needed a mental break..FROM EVERYTHING
I really dont know who is a liar and who tells the truth anymore
my body aches constantly
my favorite/new head got ripped and beat up and I really just cant fix her on my own.

i feel like every bit of happiness is being stripped from me and Im just not good for anything.
im falling into old habits and i wish i didnt...but again i apologize for not being around...

for Socal furs, i will see you at the next PS.