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A Random Rant ...
14 years ago
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Here's my rant for the day :P
Hey people, Bootz here. And no this time I'm not gonna come in with another "Top 5" thingy or any other update journal, not that you guys read those anyway. This is just a few things I need to get off my chest, basic crap that's been getting at me as of late. If you've read 
ClaudiaVampyrBunny's journal you'll get an idea on what's what for the most part, if not refer yourself to the link below.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2907189/
It might be lazy but there's no way in hell I'm gonna repeat the situation, specially considering said person decided to add onto it today. No they didn't come and harass me or anything of that sort, instead they decided to give me a half ass apology saying that they were sorry for overreacting. Said apology was further ruined when they said "Buuut, you should've stayed out of our business". Correct me if I'm wrong buuut I believe that little plea is automatically null when you not only make said issues brought up in said journal known to everybody when you DON'T want to know or when she they tell you to stay out and tell you anyway. What's more, what happened prior wasn't even my business up until not only said party brought it to my attention abruptly and loudly, but when I found out that said party decided to fabricate the story that I sent them threatening messages ... that's when it became my business because I didn't do anything of the sort, not that they honestly care. To make a long story short, the moment they called I hung up and then the moment they left the message I deleted it after listening to at least 5-10 seconds of it. For those who know me I'll make quite a few jokes at people who are close to ungodly stupid, lord knows I've a few hence why I can relate to a certain extent. In fact if one were to lookit my journals or hear me rant about said subject it'd be easy to assume that I don't hold people, let alone humanity very high on my list. Contrary to believe I try not to think that people are stupid, shite and a bunch of other colorful mannerisms I could throw out.... but it gets really hard when something like this happens to you and you normally hold said person in high regards. What bugs me the most is that even now said person doesn't think they did anything wrong, they honestly don't believe that what they did was in any shape or way wrong other than "overreacting". I've been put into said situation quite a few times, even to the extent to where I've decided to say "Fuck All" and cut contacts but never have. I did tonight not even wanting to dignify her message or call with any form of response and I have to be honest it didn't feel good, mainly because in the back of my mind I'll end up being the asshole out of the situation when they decide they want to apologize or when they realize that they did indeed screw you over or whatever the case. In other instances I don't feel good because should said person get a hold of me they'll hold it against me saying I'm just like everybody else who's decided to up and abandon her for no reason. No, I don't feel very good about it. But frankly I'm not about to go and say I'm sorry for something I didn't do. I'm sure as hell not gonna say that I'm wrong in thinking that this is enough because frankly it's been way past that and its my fault that I didn't say anything sooner cause I decided to take their feelings into consideration and they couldn't even bother to do the same. Personally I don't think I'm wrong in thinking that enough's enough but I don't really feel good about it, frankly the only thing I did wrong was sending a message for if I knew it would spawn this I wouldnt've never sent it. But frankly sending a simple message isn't the case anymore rather than how friggin' desperate they are for a meal ticket. As harsh as that is, frankly I could care less. They cut their ties with me for a lying bastard, so frankly if they wanna go in a world o' hurt by all means take a fucking flying somersault off a friggin cliff.
This is Bootz the Cat. And if this makes me an asshole, then I'm a fuckin' asshole.
That's all for now I guess, just needed to get that out. For those who bared with me, thanks a bunch. Till then people, peace.
ClaudiaVampyrBunny's journal you'll get an idea on what's what for the most part, if not refer yourself to the link below.http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2907189/
It might be lazy but there's no way in hell I'm gonna repeat the situation, specially considering said person decided to add onto it today. No they didn't come and harass me or anything of that sort, instead they decided to give me a half ass apology saying that they were sorry for overreacting. Said apology was further ruined when they said "Buuut, you should've stayed out of our business". Correct me if I'm wrong buuut I believe that little plea is automatically null when you not only make said issues brought up in said journal known to everybody when you DON'T want to know or when she they tell you to stay out and tell you anyway. What's more, what happened prior wasn't even my business up until not only said party brought it to my attention abruptly and loudly, but when I found out that said party decided to fabricate the story that I sent them threatening messages ... that's when it became my business because I didn't do anything of the sort, not that they honestly care. To make a long story short, the moment they called I hung up and then the moment they left the message I deleted it after listening to at least 5-10 seconds of it. For those who know me I'll make quite a few jokes at people who are close to ungodly stupid, lord knows I've a few hence why I can relate to a certain extent. In fact if one were to lookit my journals or hear me rant about said subject it'd be easy to assume that I don't hold people, let alone humanity very high on my list. Contrary to believe I try not to think that people are stupid, shite and a bunch of other colorful mannerisms I could throw out.... but it gets really hard when something like this happens to you and you normally hold said person in high regards. What bugs me the most is that even now said person doesn't think they did anything wrong, they honestly don't believe that what they did was in any shape or way wrong other than "overreacting". I've been put into said situation quite a few times, even to the extent to where I've decided to say "Fuck All" and cut contacts but never have. I did tonight not even wanting to dignify her message or call with any form of response and I have to be honest it didn't feel good, mainly because in the back of my mind I'll end up being the asshole out of the situation when they decide they want to apologize or when they realize that they did indeed screw you over or whatever the case. In other instances I don't feel good because should said person get a hold of me they'll hold it against me saying I'm just like everybody else who's decided to up and abandon her for no reason. No, I don't feel very good about it. But frankly I'm not about to go and say I'm sorry for something I didn't do. I'm sure as hell not gonna say that I'm wrong in thinking that this is enough because frankly it's been way past that and its my fault that I didn't say anything sooner cause I decided to take their feelings into consideration and they couldn't even bother to do the same. Personally I don't think I'm wrong in thinking that enough's enough but I don't really feel good about it, frankly the only thing I did wrong was sending a message for if I knew it would spawn this I wouldnt've never sent it. But frankly sending a simple message isn't the case anymore rather than how friggin' desperate they are for a meal ticket. As harsh as that is, frankly I could care less. They cut their ties with me for a lying bastard, so frankly if they wanna go in a world o' hurt by all means take a fucking flying somersault off a friggin cliff.
This is Bootz the Cat. And if this makes me an asshole, then I'm a fuckin' asshole.
That's all for now I guess, just needed to get that out. For those who bared with me, thanks a bunch. Till then people, peace.
