possibly the last time you'll see journals from me for a bit
14 years ago
Remember, if inspiration hits me, those pieces of art come first. Art is for the soul, not for money or fame. <3 if you've got a problem with it, go somewhere else.
i've given up hope. life won't ever get any better, it's just getting worse. i'm so close to breaking and giving up all together that it's ridiculous. i'm staying here for sammy, but once she gives up hope too, i'm done. my life means nothing without her.
Fox_boy_marius
~foxboymarius
D:
athrun2371
~athrun2371
-sends hugs-
testement2008
~testement2008
No don't do it. *Hugs you close* You're a great a beautiful person. Please don't do anything bad. Sammy loves you and would never hurt you so don't hurt her or us, your friends.
Gloria Whole
~flyingaaronbombs
D8< what? no i will not alow this! Aaron does not aprove!
Keronu
~keronu
Do not live your life for others, they care about you cause you are worth caring about, live life for yourself. Life gets really hard, for some worse than others but it doesn't change the fact that it is hard. But you CAN push through. It will be rough, may seem impossible, but you can do it. Stay strong not just for others but because you are worth it. I hope things with your girl go wonderfully, but fact is she could leave. My girlfriend broke up with me in September. I hurt myself, have terrible thoughts, and my life still is in shambles to the point I don't know if I'll have my house. But one thing I can tell you is, I have days that I spiral down, and there was a point that I was an empty shell and I thought nothing could get better. But I stuck through, avoided urges and giving up, I have a wonderful friend helping me now. Most importantly though I'm doing my best to help myself. And the point of telling you all this is it's been over two months and I'm just starting to get better. But the point is I am getting better. Just do not give up, I have no doubt it's hard, but I believe you can push through. And if you ever need an ear to listen, while I just happened to stumble on this, I will always be willing to listen. If it's 'cause you want advice or just some one to hear you out. I will listen. Reach out to your loved ones as well, they care and will want to help if you let them.
SuzanneR
~suzanner
No hon don't! *hugs*
AniBoi
~aniboi
there is always something that gives hope you just have to hang in til you find it you have a lot of us that care and shit, dont hurt your self please
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