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bleh... (this probably won't make much sense)
14 years ago
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Sad, upset... hate the world... hate my life... and all I wanna do is get away.
Yell at me for things I don't do, don't say "good job" for the things that I do actually do.
Yell at me for things I don't do... can't do them when we are always running around.
Tell me a story, say hi how are you?
I cry myself to sleep most nights because of life.
Life sucks... I wanna get away.... but I can't....
Cry some more... fall asleep, find myself awake again at 6 AM.
No one cares... no one loves... let me die... go to hell rot in the eternal fires to be reborn again into another sucky life, never ending cycle...
Listen to a song, try to cheer up, fail and go lay down...
(I'll probably hide this with another journal or delete later)
Yell at me for things I don't do, don't say "good job" for the things that I do actually do.
Yell at me for things I don't do... can't do them when we are always running around.
Tell me a story, say hi how are you?
I cry myself to sleep most nights because of life.
Life sucks... I wanna get away.... but I can't....
Cry some more... fall asleep, find myself awake again at 6 AM.
No one cares... no one loves... let me die... go to hell rot in the eternal fires to be reborn again into another sucky life, never ending cycle...
Listen to a song, try to cheer up, fail and go lay down...
(I'll probably hide this with another journal or delete later)
leftfurdead
People are difficult to be around when you try to do yourself, but you must remember this: only YOU can make you happy. As Elanor Roosevelt said, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
That doesn't make it easy, but at some point, things will turn up.
I am sure that there are people that love you out there; I may not know them, but I am sure that they exist, whether it's on the net or in rl. So, cheer up. Chin up.
I don't know your situation, but busy yourself doing something good. Try doing something good for someone else, and in return, perhaps you will feel uplifted as well.
Thank you though....
And doing something nice can be as simple as smiling or saying a kind word. The more you focus on the positive, the more positive you will become.