My mother thinks I am a sociopath, my brother is dealing with a divorce and I am completely helpless to show him asn kind of usefull support, my aunt is leaving the state and the icing on the cake was to wake up this morning to blood smeared sheets cause the wound on my foot reopened in the night. FML!!!!!!!! And lately I have just myself and my life just slipping away, out of my grasp and it's like I cant recover this time. I miss my slave and I need him gone but he wont stop invading my thoughts. this whole past week has just been one long continuous week of hell and now it's unclear if AC is in my grasp or not for next year and it's just like where the fuck is the light??!?! i just need to curl up somewhere in some corner and cry until i cant anymore and then blow away.