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14 years ago
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So, I haven't updated, but there have been reasons.
So, I'm going to do a bullet list of things that are important.
1) My art show was a success, and everyone really enjoyed it. Other than a few comments about the cleaning status, nothing was wrong.
2) I'm ready to graduate, and have been since last summer. My degree audit, however says that I'm not. The head of the art department, Matt, felt really, really bad about this, because I should be getting ready for grad school and starting in the spring. Now I cannot. Instead I have to drop money to pay for one class for one semester. How did this happen? No one really knows, I had everything lined up and then out of the blue it says I need a class. So I've actually started working on the class now and I'm showing the work to Matt (who will be my teacher for the class that I take next semester) that way all i have to do is email him once a week to keep him updated.
3) My boss at the adult store is retiring, and he's going to sell the business. I really have interest in going in with a group of people and buying it, cleaning it out and reorganizing it, and then reopening it as a strictly fetish store.
4)A friend told me that he wants me and my mate to go back to California with him. To help us improve our standards of living. Apparently in Louisiana we have low standards.
5)I'm making monsters, and if you have a good idea and maybe even a sketch, and I like it, I'll build it.
6)My mother told me this will most likely be my grandmother's last holiday with us. Then she threw some pretty disturbing news on top. She tole me she went to the doctor because she had been feeling ill and not doing well. The doctor ran some test and she found out that she had early stages of Chron's disease. She said that with medication and diet and doctor's check ups, she should be fine, but this was out of the blue and I'm still kind of numb with shock. I don't even think my brother knows yet, and I know for sure my dad has no clue. My parents haven't talked to each other since he got remarried to the devil.
No, that's an insult to Satan, I apologize devil.
And before anyone starts asking questions. The woman my dad remarried does what she is supposed to, she makes my dad happy and respects him. If he's happy, so be it. But the relationship that goes on between she and I now versus before they were married is insanely different. Because of that, and the extremity of the things that she has done to me, I just don't like her. That's that.
7)I'm trying to be good and not smoke, but it's been difficult not to since around the beginning of October.
8)I need some good voodoo.
So, I'm going to do a bullet list of things that are important.
1) My art show was a success, and everyone really enjoyed it. Other than a few comments about the cleaning status, nothing was wrong.
2) I'm ready to graduate, and have been since last summer. My degree audit, however says that I'm not. The head of the art department, Matt, felt really, really bad about this, because I should be getting ready for grad school and starting in the spring. Now I cannot. Instead I have to drop money to pay for one class for one semester. How did this happen? No one really knows, I had everything lined up and then out of the blue it says I need a class. So I've actually started working on the class now and I'm showing the work to Matt (who will be my teacher for the class that I take next semester) that way all i have to do is email him once a week to keep him updated.
3) My boss at the adult store is retiring, and he's going to sell the business. I really have interest in going in with a group of people and buying it, cleaning it out and reorganizing it, and then reopening it as a strictly fetish store.
4)A friend told me that he wants me and my mate to go back to California with him. To help us improve our standards of living. Apparently in Louisiana we have low standards.
5)I'm making monsters, and if you have a good idea and maybe even a sketch, and I like it, I'll build it.
6)My mother told me this will most likely be my grandmother's last holiday with us. Then she threw some pretty disturbing news on top. She tole me she went to the doctor because she had been feeling ill and not doing well. The doctor ran some test and she found out that she had early stages of Chron's disease. She said that with medication and diet and doctor's check ups, she should be fine, but this was out of the blue and I'm still kind of numb with shock. I don't even think my brother knows yet, and I know for sure my dad has no clue. My parents haven't talked to each other since he got remarried to the devil.
No, that's an insult to Satan, I apologize devil.
And before anyone starts asking questions. The woman my dad remarried does what she is supposed to, she makes my dad happy and respects him. If he's happy, so be it. But the relationship that goes on between she and I now versus before they were married is insanely different. Because of that, and the extremity of the things that she has done to me, I just don't like her. That's that.
7)I'm trying to be good and not smoke, but it's been difficult not to since around the beginning of October.
8)I need some good voodoo.
I'm sure everything will all work out. You just have to hang in there and keep yourself focused on the future. Don't let the little things hold you back.